age: 23 (Feb 09, 1990)
MEMBER SINCE: December 2012
occupation: Customer Service
fantasy: As many smiles in the room as naked torsos.
makes me sad: People betraying themselves Addiction Kids who grow up in oppressively religious homes
makes me happy: Losing myself in electronic noises Late night philosophical convos Spicy foods
body mods: colorful chest piece, shoulder tattoo, small one on ribs
crush: No one I should have. Just like to blush at her once in a while.
most humbling moment: Trying out for wrestling and losing every match all season until the last one lol the following years were much less depressing
into: consent, hips, ass
gets me hot: creativity, being assertive, and again, shapely butts
heroes: Charlie Kaufman, My late grandpa, Stephen Fry
i lost my virginity: Right before my 15th birthday. Christmas lights still up and lighting the room. supah cute
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I've mostly been being social, spending too much money and sliding into melancholy land at various times during the day.
I'm to the point where I miss her, and I want her back and I know I need to let it go but right now my heart still doesn't want to. I want to think about her. I want to hear her voice. But I won't.
It was my decision, and my brain still knows it's what's best. She was my little slice of heaven but I don't want just heaven. I want life, and peril.
this is what i deserve and what's going to make me grow and learn.
Really not good with this mushy stuff. But denying how I'm feeling would be stupid.