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Member: mercreaper

age: 24 (Jul 26, 1988)

MEMBER SINCE: July 2012

occupation: Tech Support Professional for gaming

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fantasy: Roleplaying

into: Video games, women, outdoor activitys, partying

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JULY 11, 2012 @ 05:37 PM | NO COMMENTS


SO, recently I had surgery for the first time in my life and it wasn't major surgery but it was surgery none the same. I was scared shit less for weeks on end till the surgery date. I had to get my gall bladder removed and in the end it came with a complicated surgery no one expected. The whole thing started with having chest pains and thought i was having a heart attack and rushed to the hospital in a ambulance. When I got there they did test and turns out it was a stone in the bladder that was discovered in a ultrasound. So the ER gave me pain meds and a consultation with the surgery department which i went to just a few weeks ago.

When the appointment happened they were doing the surgery in 4 days. So those four days I was scared of what to expect. I never had surgery and didnt know if the anesthesia was going to effect me in ways I didn't know. Or if I would ever wake up, Its always a risk with surgery some people even on minor surgery's don't wake up for unknown reasons its rare but it happens and its a chance even if its a really small one. I have had my fair share of experiences but none shook me like this. A simple surgery to fix the pain brought me down to my knees in fear. The only other thing that could do that from my entire life was a woman, it was pretty rough.

Eventually the day of the surgery came and I was calm the entire time thinking to myself that things would be ok and it was just a easy fix. When the surgery happened they put me under and did it. I awoke to find things did not go as planned. It was a microscopical surgery only to come find out the bladder they removed I had been living with a inflamed one for years but only experienced the pain in the last couple months of it. They had to cut me open a good six inches at the top of my belly just to pull it out. So instead of just three little holes i had six of them. Three normally planned and two small ones for the new incision to guide them pulling the bladder out and...
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