Im back in SG land. I love these girls. So much better than watching the Academy Awards...
thanks to all the girls who made the vids I enjoyed tonight ...wow.
thanks to all the girls who made the vids I enjoyed tonight ...wow.
What makes you smile? I usually smile at others misfortune - especially when they hold high opinions of themselves. The old tall poppie syndrome is alive and well in my world.
Then theres the other type of smile...who wouldn't smile with Shanina and Jen on their arms!
Then theres the other type of smile...who wouldn't smile with Shanina and Jen on their arms!
Back in SG to see whats going on. Hot girls as usual. Video blogs look new. Wondering if I am too old for this stuff.
I am going to start eating better. Really I am. No chips, chocolate, fried food. I am going to eat fruit veg and real unprocessed foods. 1 day at a time. 
Finally getting back into surfing. Still loving the White Stripes. Running 60kms/week.
I AM the Thin White Duke
Throwing Darts in lovers Eyes
( I once typed up the entire lyrics to this song. really. on a typewriter. not a computer)
Throwing Darts in lovers Eyes
( I once typed up the entire lyrics to this song. really. on a typewriter. not a computer)
its important to choose music based on mood. music i like is sometimes unlistenable if im not in the mood. TheFall is a good example. i'm in the mood and they sound great. The Fall and naked girls and im in heaven.
a friend is having relationship trouble. and so is her friend. sometimes Im glad that im single. not often but sometimes. its so hard so make a relationship work. and they hurt. single life is so even. and boring.
i dont think its very healthy to focus too much on yourself. but what choice do i have? ok i know i have choice but my choices are limited by circumstance and environment.
i'm not a miracle worker. sometimes i feel like a miracle. not often though. i wish it was more often. i frequently see the world as a miracle. like today when it was wet and windy and the jacaranda trees were tossing their flowers in the air. i felt like i was living inside a miracle.
a friend is having relationship trouble. and so is her friend. sometimes Im glad that im single. not often but sometimes. its so hard so make a relationship work. and they hurt. single life is so even. and boring.
i dont think its very healthy to focus too much on yourself. but what choice do i have? ok i know i have choice but my choices are limited by circumstance and environment.
i'm not a miracle worker. sometimes i feel like a miracle. not often though. i wish it was more often. i frequently see the world as a miracle. like today when it was wet and windy and the jacaranda trees were tossing their flowers in the air. i felt like i was living inside a miracle.
Im injured and it sux. Im bad at setbacks. If I could do something better i would be better at dealing with setbacks. Turning positives into negatives and all that malarky. Lately i find myself constantly dwelling on negatives. Its really gotta stop. I mean for gods sake, surely at my age I have learnt to control my thoughts into more positive domains.
at least im not seeking solace in alcohol. or pornography. well occassionally pornography. but only the good stuff.
at least im not seeking solace in alcohol. or pornography. well occassionally pornography. but only the good stuff.
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