god, i really have been gone for a long time. no worries, i'm back for a year. at least.
so, since i've been gone, here's an update (i'm going for brevity, but i don't know if that'll happen):
- kat cheated on me, broke up with me three weeks later (even after i decided to stay with her post-cheating), got back together with me, i tried to kill myself, then she broke up with me again and kicked me out.
- the final breakup date was THE DAY BEFORE OUR THREE YEAR ANNIVERSARY. asshole. i spent the entire next day crying and packing, and then i went and got the tattoo that's on my right arm.
- instead of coming to miami like i'd initially planned, i went to texas for a month to live with my best friend. it was amazing. within twelve hours of my arrival, i had a date, and then i fell in love with nicole too. but i was way too heartbroken to be good to her and i fucked it all up. we're still friends.
- while i was gone, kat did a lot of nasty shit to me. mostly financial. she definitely disconnected my phone right after i paid the bill, which was so not cool. but it'll bite her in the ass.
- i got another tattoo on my left wrist. it's my favorite quote from my favorite book in the world, "the perks of being a wallflower."
- i went back to tennessee to get the rest of my things on the way to florida. kat gave me some schpiel about how she loved me, how she'd fucked up and taken me for granted, how she wanted to spend her life with me. we fucked like monkeys for four days, she told me she'd meet me in florida, and then she took it back.
- i came to florida and promptly started seeing my second love. we had a really strange and really good several days together, but i don't think it was meant to be.
- i just moved out of my parents' house after living with them for a month. i'm tired of the transient life, so having my own space is nice.
- trying to date, but i have no idea how. i've been in serious relationships since i was fifteen. i'm close to the three month point in my singledom and it's the longest i've ever been in such a state.
- i started grad school. i'm working as an advisor in the psych advising office. i spend most of my time on campus either in class or on myspace.
- trying to figure out where to hang out and who to do it with. i'm tired of dumbing myself down just for the company of others.
so, since i've been gone, here's an update (i'm going for brevity, but i don't know if that'll happen):
- kat cheated on me, broke up with me three weeks later (even after i decided to stay with her post-cheating), got back together with me, i tried to kill myself, then she broke up with me again and kicked me out.
- the final breakup date was THE DAY BEFORE OUR THREE YEAR ANNIVERSARY. asshole. i spent the entire next day crying and packing, and then i went and got the tattoo that's on my right arm.
- instead of coming to miami like i'd initially planned, i went to texas for a month to live with my best friend. it was amazing. within twelve hours of my arrival, i had a date, and then i fell in love with nicole too. but i was way too heartbroken to be good to her and i fucked it all up. we're still friends.
- while i was gone, kat did a lot of nasty shit to me. mostly financial. she definitely disconnected my phone right after i paid the bill, which was so not cool. but it'll bite her in the ass.
- i got another tattoo on my left wrist. it's my favorite quote from my favorite book in the world, "the perks of being a wallflower."
- i went back to tennessee to get the rest of my things on the way to florida. kat gave me some schpiel about how she loved me, how she'd fucked up and taken me for granted, how she wanted to spend her life with me. we fucked like monkeys for four days, she told me she'd meet me in florida, and then she took it back.
- i came to florida and promptly started seeing my second love. we had a really strange and really good several days together, but i don't think it was meant to be.
- i just moved out of my parents' house after living with them for a month. i'm tired of the transient life, so having my own space is nice.
- trying to date, but i have no idea how. i've been in serious relationships since i was fifteen. i'm close to the three month point in my singledom and it's the longest i've ever been in such a state.
- i started grad school. i'm working as an advisor in the psych advising office. i spend most of my time on campus either in class or on myspace.
- trying to figure out where to hang out and who to do it with. i'm tired of dumbing myself down just for the company of others.
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sorry to hear about all the crap...hopefully things will blow over and you'll get your life back.
take some time for yourself and have fun dating when you start. but take it easy...you'll find someone.
again...welcome back!