well this past monday Ministry played here!!!!!!!!!!!! it was one of the best fucking shows i have seen in a long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as for other things going on in my life things have brighton up a bit!!!!!!!!!!!! but a close freind that i thought was a close freind stab me in the back !!!!!!!!! thats way most my life i dont have close freinds just some poeple that i hang out with not from work !!!!!!!!!!!
as i sit here thinking of differnt things i went threw in my life!!!!!!!! i wondoer what life would be li ke if i wasnt born????????? you ever ask that to yourself???? or do you think it really matters if you was even here ???? somtimes i fine that for myself i rather be alone in this earth with no one to hurt me !!!!!! then i think that i rather have some humans here!!!!!! 
well happy fathers day to all that help make the beaituful suicide girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
time for another up date in my so called life !!!!!!!!!!! well things are getting better, at least i hope they are?????
ok time for another up date from my boring life!!!!!!!! well its beena week since my kids went back to their mothers. i called a few times ever seems to be going good there for them ..
there is something that is going to happen on monday from what i hear that all the mexcians will not go t o work to prove that they are a value assets to us here in the us. will this is what i got to s ay about that there are plently of other people in the states that dont have work so i say go get their jobs go for the gold.
to prove that they arent that must of a sset to the us!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it sounds like i got a shit load of angry in me i really dont just hate it when certain types of poeple complain about the us thjey we need other from other counrtys to fill jbos here. i say fuck you !
then the price of gas is going threw the fucking roof. which is total bullshit, i think we need to prove to
theses oil companys they we dont need their fuicking oil all we are doning is lineing the big bosses pockets . also the price of milk is total bullshit $4.00 a gallon what the milk is from a golden cow come the fuck on poeple wake t he fuck up and smell the coffee!
its time we put our foot down of companys ripping us off time to take things in hand! fuck the us goverment isnt doning anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok that is all for now my little ass mind !!!!!!!!!
there is something that is going to happen on monday from what i hear that all the mexcians will not go t o work to prove that they are a value assets to us here in the us. will this is what i got to s ay about that there are plently of other people in the states that dont have work so i say go get their jobs go for the gold.
to prove that they arent that must of a sset to the us!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it sounds like i got a shit load of angry in me i really dont just hate it when certain types of poeple complain about the us thjey we need other from other counrtys to fill jbos here. i say fuck you !
then the price of gas is going threw the fucking roof. which is total bullshit, i think we need to prove to
theses oil companys they we dont need their fuicking oil all we are doning is lineing the big bosses pockets . also the price of milk is total bullshit $4.00 a gallon what the milk is from a golden cow come the fuck on poeple wake t he fuck up and smell the coffee!
its time we put our foot down of companys ripping us off time to take things in hand! fuck the us goverment isnt doning anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok that is all for now my little ass mind !!!!!!!!!
iam really sad right now my kids went back home with their mother !!!! i really miss the hell out of them !!!!!!!!!!!!!! my kids are my life !!!!!!!!!
