Well, just got back from Elgin, NE, don't know where it's at? Look it up! Anyway, spent two days in my boyfriends podunk town, it really makes me want to leave now for Vegas or L.A. badly. I find myself talking more and more about leaving, but unless I get a new job as a Pharmacy Tech, I don't think that'll happen until the economy straightens out. Anyway, being back in Omaha makes me feel like I'm back in the "big city" as the country folk say. Time to watch all my recorded shows from the last two days! Fun!

Peace!

Uh just stopping to say hi! It's been awhile. Things have been super shitty financially but I guess it's going to eat me one of these days.

Ok, I know I'm late seeing Ironman, but god damn! Robert Downey Jr. is hot on a whole new level! How crazy is this shit, I'm putting him up there with Johnny Depp.

I love spring, it's great, it's wonderful, it's so pretty! Out side my apartment has these very beautiful trees all around that are blooming, I just need to go out and take some pictures of them before they blow away!! Plus we just need more rain in general.

So I need a camera where I can change the lenses on it. I don't know if I should get a full automatic, manual or half and half. I'm looking at one to do professional pictures, right now I'm just using a regular digial 12 mpx which works great, it just doesn't have that professional feel that most are use to seeing. Plus I love just being able to hook it up to the computer and messing with them right away. Maybe some of you have some ideas!

So I just helped out Vanessa by donating some money to her in hopes that she makes it to Japan. I think that's gong to be sweet, and I hope she has a wonderful time. Also just wanted to tell Myra "You're welcome" he set was really cute and it was nicely done.

Well can't wait till tomorrow, I have that interview at 2 and apparently there I start off at the same pay as what I'm getting now at 24 Hour. I hope I can start it soon cause I need the money especially since I really want to go on that cruise in February. We'll just have to see what happens.

Another crappy day at work, I tell ya. I've learned to just keep my mouth shut and let things go the way they're suppose to. Being a supervisor means nothing, it just means you're the middle man and all you do is get yelled at. Today, we were pretty busy in the kids club and no one would come in and help us out like usual, so we started turning people away. Yeah, not so good when most of them pay $15 a month to bring their kids in for two hours a day. Well, at one point they all left at the same time and we had none. I thought about sending Nicole home, but you know how things are, you send someone home and then it gets busy. Anyway, more kids started coming in again and we were slow that I let Nicole go 20 min early. 5 min after she leaves some stupid 3 year old that's potty trained peed his pants. WTF! He didn't even tell me if he had to go or not. So for the next 10 min I'm trying to get some one to go get his mom because I can't leave him and the other kid in there alone. Finally my boss Joe comes in and tells me to "Calm Down". I started yelling at him and telling him that I've been trying to get some one in there for 10 min and no word came out of him. Hmmmm..... seems I have more balls than the boss. I hate kids and I hate managers that don't work in kids club that try and tell you what to do. I'm so sick of this.

Well, I have an interview on Monday at 2 as a receptionist at Beauty First on 87th and Dodge, down the street from me. Yay! Extra income for that cruise I'm waiting for! And extra money to make me work harder.

Well, I have the next two days off and it's really nice, but at the same time I'm not making any money. I'm ready to get up and go apply at another job (just a second one), Beauty First, but I forgot that my building is doing a plumbing inspection, so NO WATER! Great, now I have to wait till noon to do anything! What a killer, who knew your entire day runs off of running water.

Oh well, I'll just have to wait, and I will because I love water, it's good for you!

Loves,
Maryam

P.S. I'm going to have pictures done today for my new items on etsy, so check em out!
http://www.mmbonacci.etsy.com