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Cancerous lungs exhale the maggot Ive been longing to make love to and all this time to think I was blind to scratch out the eyes on every picture I own and call us shallow because we are always six feet from death and a stones throw from life but I cannot seem to relinquish the grip on the pearl handle .38 my god its...
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textbook for the beginning masochist
poem by me

i scar myself
to paint portraits of you
to pay my respects
building altars on flesh
ever reminding the reader
of where i left my heart
i wear neckties to hide
the scar the noose left behind
as i finger the wound
and smile with pride
for a shy crowd
and job well done
it hurts more...
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punkinhead:
Hey,

Saw you on the boards. If you want to be a writer bad enough keep after it and you can do it. But you have to give yourself the greenlight, not get it from anyone else. When it comes down to the crucial moments that give birth to art, writers are always on their own.

My advice; seek out teachers and training. Read everyday, and write every day. I had a poetery teacher who said you have to read and understand a hundret poems for every one you try to write, and that feels like a good number to me. Get used to solitude. And read everything you write out loud to yourself.

Be well,

Punkinhead

PS I'm a huge Vonnegut fan too - have you read Bluebeard?
illbillzillbub:
all those bands you mentioned who are playing in the garage,
do they have releases?
coz im thinking about importing some stuff to sell over here.
totally independent and underground.
I havent figured out the particulars but i think it would be kinda cool
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her mouth tastes stale.
more than likely because of all the cigarettes she's been smoking.
says they help calm her nerves, but her hand is still twitching, shaking.
those lips are still quivering.

julie won't tell me what's happened. no, instead she tells me to kiss her again as she fights back tears.
her makeup is running down her cheeks, pouring into her laugh lines,...
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scott:
i posted my response in your thread here
keep it up and post some more

iamavelocirapor/ sam