I've felt uneasy all day .. not sure where to put my feet.
there's little I wouldn't give for the ability to make 'the right' choice for a change.
the real irony is there is no choice involved. I already know what's going to happen. the train's wheels have already locked and all I can do it sit and wait for the wreck to unfold around me.
what to do, what to do?
the answer is on the tip of my tounge, hanging just in front of me like a carrot on a string .. a few quick jerks and my legs are moving again. only I am not longer fooled. I will not have what I want.
the fucking grass is always greener, and what you want most is always just out of reach.
I'll just keep telling myself that everything will be ok .. and maybe I'll be able to sleep tonight.
there's little I wouldn't give for the ability to make 'the right' choice for a change.
the real irony is there is no choice involved. I already know what's going to happen. the train's wheels have already locked and all I can do it sit and wait for the wreck to unfold around me.
what to do, what to do?
the answer is on the tip of my tounge, hanging just in front of me like a carrot on a string .. a few quick jerks and my legs are moving again. only I am not longer fooled. I will not have what I want.
the fucking grass is always greener, and what you want most is always just out of reach.
I'll just keep telling myself that everything will be ok .. and maybe I'll be able to sleep tonight.
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Unfortunately one of the possible side effects of having a meningitis jab is that I might get a fever. This could possibly coincide with my trip to Madrid to see cornelius and Goatboy :/ I'll just have to drink the pain away!!!
You can join my army. You have to get an SG tank first though. I think it would suit you