I have since picked up my life and moved on. The dream is becoming....

a reality.


old modeling shot from Venice. I had so much fun with that shoot.

I started managing a local rap artist in Boston, a gentleman named Amadeus the Stampede. He has a little following but it is up to me to take him global. It seems there is not much of a want for rappers in the States these days but Europe and Asia have a want to see them... so I am going to take him to the West Coast first and then head out with passports and a suitcase to tour the world... somehow.

I have always wanted to work with people in the entertainment industry, as a manager or a producer. This is my chance to begin and it literally fell into my lap when I decided to let go and stop trying to make it happen. I was content with living in East Cambridge, Massachusetts in a big house working as an au pair and a bartender and finishing school online and BAM! I meet this guy and he goes "okay, well why don't you manage me?" - he is signed, has a career that is 7 years long, he just needs someone to make that next level happen.

That next level is me.

To celebrate, I got my hair done, in true Suicide Girls style... got another tattoo on the way as well.
It has been a good year since I got back from my bad choice move to Seattle in April and broke it up with the young guy I was seeing. I miss him still but only because of the warmth we had - it is no longer in existence, he hates me heart and soul.

Being he is only 21, he will get over it I am sure at some point. I hope.

a new pic, a new man I am dating, a new career and enough ca$h coming in to make me comfortable and happy. good fucking times.

Just introduced my guy to SG, he is a fan of VICE. I wonder, are her breasts real? I cannot tell.....

peace and love, SG land. Thanks for all you who have read my blogs through the years - I appreciate you!




"hey baby - am I crazy or were you just giving me the eye?" - Common

I have since picked up my life and moved on. The dream is becoming....

a reality.


old modeling shot from Venice. I had so much fun with that shoot.

I started managing a local rap artist in Boston, a gentleman named Amadeus the Stampede. He has a little following but it is up to me to take him global. It seems there is not much of a want for rappers in the States these days but Europe and Asia have a want to see them... so I am going to take him to the West Coast first and then head out with passports and a suitcase to tour the world... somehow.

I have always wanted to work with people in the entertainment industry, as a manager or a producer. This is my chance to begin and it literally fell into my lap when I decided to let go and stop trying to make it happen. I was content with living in East Cambridge, Massachusetts in a big house working as an au pair and a bartender and finishing school online and BAM! I meet this guy and he goes "okay, well why don't you manage me?" - he is signed, has a career that is 7 years long, he just needs someone to make that next level happen.

That next level is me.

To celebrate, I got my hair done, in true Suicide Girls style... got another tattoo on the way as well.
It has been a good year since I got back from my bad choice move to Seattle in April and broke it up with the young guy I was seeing. I miss him still but only because of the warmth we had - it is no longer in existence, he hates me heart and soul.

Being he is only 21, he will get over it I am sure at some point. I hope.

a new pic, a new man I am dating, a new career and enough ca$h coming in to make me comfortable and happy. good fucking times.

Just introduced my guy to SG, he is a fan of VICE. I wonder, are her breasts real? I cannot tell.....

peace and love, SG land. Thanks for all you who have read my blogs through the years - I appreciate you!




"hey baby - am I crazy or were you just giving me the eye?" - Common