Tuesday Oct 19, 2010

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BAAAAH i want to txt him to bad, but he doesnt care. cuz if he did, he would txt me...right?

right

ugh. i hope his new girl is treating him well
hes probably deleted my number and well forgot about me

ho hum

frown
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twotoner:
I'm in the same boat. I want to call, but can't.

Maybe she's waiting for me to call.

Sadness.

ARRR!!!
fatkidlovescake:
why should you care if he doesnt care about you? i know it takes a lot more than just "flicking a switch" to stop caring about someone, but you've got to try and take your mind off of him or you're just going to end up torturing yourself.

Tuesday Oct 19, 2010

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Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?
cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell...
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violently:
i am down, i am ready to eat the entire world <3

Monday Oct 18, 2010

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Dear Ex,

why the fuck are you treating me so bad? you love me, you dont, you get jealous about me having guy friends. you say you need time and you cant be a proper bf before you get your "how to live with cancer" panties on, yet you wont even call the counsellor for help. OH and you now have a POF account. So...
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chevvy:
Remember dear, he can only treat you as bad as you allow him to treat you.

It's what I've been learning, and it's true.

Be strong.
violently:
this guy sucks out loud. if it's any consolation, he isn't going to be a prize for any woman. consider yourself lucky you got rid of him now...can you imagine how much more awful this would be if you had married the turd?

Monday Oct 18, 2010

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today is day 1...

wish me luck






And dont tell me youre sorry 'cause youre not
Baby when I know youre only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin',
But now its time to go
Curtains finally closin',
That was quite a show
Very entertainin',
But its over now ,
Go on and take a bow......
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melaniek:
good luck girl. <3

Friday Oct 15, 2010

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soi know you wont txt me today..u dont care about me at all

you resent people who are "healthy"...you're being a jerk..you're playing headgames
you should take a trip down to the childrens hospital and see all the kids with cancer. even they are arnt as much as a child as you are

u lost the best thing you ever had

i miss you, yes..but...
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lylee:
lol i love u guys!
1badboi:
Thanx for the request ; )

Thursday Oct 14, 2010

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im really not happy with my looks right now. i feel very fat and ugly and it sucks

im trying to sort things out, im trying to be strong. but sometimes i need to break down

i just wish i had someone to break down to..but then people wont think im "strong" as they think i am

o well...thus us life...


{edit}
was talking to...
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sonja:
honestly, i think you should take a break from guys for a while, ive known you for a really long time and youve never been without a guy for longer than a month or so it seems. i know youll might feel alone or helpless, but try it for a lil bit and see what you want and what you need and then go find a good guy , taking it slow might be a good idea, too.
maryjay:
it took me years of being abused and feeling worthless to find someone that really loves me...it does happen.

Wednesday Oct 13, 2010

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In the face
Of change
That's when he turned to me and said
"I'm not sure anymore"

And there
Amidst the waves and the cloudless skies
That blanket the year before
I watch my life wash ashore

Have you ever been a part of something
That you thought would never end?
And then, of course it did
Have you ever felt the weight inside you...
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marvel:
That's lovely
sonja:
yeah, im doing alright, could be better, could be worse..you know how it goes.

Tuesday Oct 12, 2010

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soooo..ya

lately when i eat too much, i throw it up. not in purpose-it just comes out. which sucks because then i get hungry again AND i just had thanksgiving dinner. nobody wants to waste turkey dinner! ugh
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violently:
ugh that happens to me A LOT. it's stress/anxiety. hugs hon <3
fatkidlovescake:
i'm more of a scotch man myself.

Saturday Oct 09, 2010

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holy moley i just wrote a long msg about how i need girl friends

and i clicked add

and it died

fuckin pos
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hellkitten:
lol i hate it when that happens
user2938756:
Girl friends are awesome! They're like boy friends, but you can paint their nails and dye their hair. Haha smile

Friday Oct 08, 2010

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i bought a new dress and i look fucking AMAZING in it


on another note...
im getting over it. if he wanted to be with me he would make it happen. he would show feeling, he would do what it takes to be with me...

hes done nothing but said he's not over me, but he needs time to sort out his head

so fine.....
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violently:
rock that dress and go out and have a good time. maybe you will meet someone new smile
kacy:
Lets see this dress pls!
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