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I've been away from SG for quite some time after transitioning to normal life out of the military. The longer I'm away from Germany, the more I want to go back.... Mostly just to get Molly Powder... As I am mostly drug free now, besides stuff actually prescribed to me, I feel the need for new drugs every day. I feel as though some of my memories slip away with the more time that passes since my last high, roll, speed, K-hole, trip, etc...
I wish I could just go back to the life I had where it didn't matter if I took drugs, because I was and still am more intelligent that 75% of the people I deal with on a day to day. And if you are thinking that I am an asshole for that statement... well Fuck off! That statement comes directly from the mouths of those who have decided I am smarter than the greater majority.
Oh well, guess I'll just give up on my dreams because drugs are illegal and life just sucks without them. Life in mediocrity doesn't seem so bad for most people... As the saying goes, "Life goes on." I just feel I'm being passed by without the weekly roll.
I've been away from SG for quite some time after transitioning to normal life out of the military. The longer I'm away from Germany, the more I want to go back.... Mostly just to get Molly Powder... As I am mostly drug free now, besides stuff actually prescribed to me, I feel the need for new drugs every day. I feel as though some of my memories slip away with the more time that passes since my last high, roll, speed, K-hole, trip, etc...
I wish I could just go back to the life I had where it didn't matter if I took drugs, because I was and still am more intelligent that 75% of the people I deal with on a day to day. And if you are thinking that I am an asshole for that statement... well Fuck off! That statement comes directly from the mouths of those who have decided I am smarter than the greater majority.
Oh well, guess I'll just give up on my dreams because drugs are illegal and life just sucks without them. Life in mediocrity doesn't seem so bad for most people... As the saying goes, "Life goes on." I just feel I'm being passed by without the weekly roll.
I wish I could just go back to the life I had where it didn't matter if I took drugs, because I was and still am more intelligent that 75% of the people I deal with on a day to day. And if you are thinking that I am an asshole for that statement... well Fuck off! That statement comes directly from the mouths of those who have decided I am smarter than the greater majority.
Oh well, guess I'll just give up on my dreams because drugs are illegal and life just sucks without them. Life in mediocrity doesn't seem so bad for most people... As the saying goes, "Life goes on." I just feel I'm being passed by without the weekly roll.