I am reminded at time that some people in this world have not experienced an equilibrium of positive/negative with their surroundings. Some of us are fortunate to grow up in nurturing and healthy environment. Some of us are not so lucky. Happiness is not something that just happens, one must find it in ones-self and i have realized that many people have a hard time soul searching. No matter what happened to you in your past, drugs, alcohol, abuse, or even just shitty surroundings, it can get better. One can always go forward with positivity, and in doing so (in my belief) one can find that happiness that is different and unique to each one of us. If positivity is not in your surroundings you can find it inside yourself. It is to be positive despite the negative. Lastly to those out there who are the victims of drug/alcohol/abuse situations there is a way out, resources are available, and people (like me) exist to assist in recovery...Get help if you need it!