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I hate the lies you told me and that you made me cry,
I hate the fact the love i felt was based on such a lie
I hate the fact that I still love you when I hate
I hate the fact that you claimed you knew, but told me so very late
I hate the fact that I can't hate you half so...
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my car is broken! major gas leak. Nothing like fuel pouring straight onto your exhaust, always a good plan.

Grumble...I haven't gotten any since April when my fiance broke up with me and crushed my spirits, it sucks. I'm also frustrated as hell with my job. Time for some serious changes in my life. I think I want to go to bartending school, or get...
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Heh, not that anyone particularly cares, I'm finally nursed back to nearly total health. Seems I'll survive after all. Hung out with Gia and Edea for a bit the other day, good times. Tomorrow I return to work. blah

Yeah, so my wrists and ankles are painful as death, feel like they've been crushed in a machine. My fever is gone everymorning but is back to about 100 by bed time, and now I'm having muscle spasms in my lower back and I can hardly move at all. Wish someone would tell me what's killing me.

yep, I'm still dying. My wrists and ankles are very painful, I can barely walk to the bathroom and back. Anyone who is less able to cope with extreme pain than me, would have blacked out halfway there, as it was last night, I had to crawl back to my bed cause my ankles weren't having anymore of it. My ex-mother in law wants to...
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I think I'm dying. For the first time in probably 10 years I was feeling sick enough to going to one of those waste of time and money, overpayed doctors. As usual I left feeling completely unsatisfied with my making the effort. He says, umm, seems like you have something viral going on, here's a doctors note, take a few days to relax you should...
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hmm...tonight was interesting. Got a good buzz going and flirted with the bartenders a little, the proceeded to play big buck hunter and shoot some video deer. I have definitely shot better, but those deer were all fuzzy and moving quick, so I was alright with the results. My buddy Patrick finally showed up, he's a fucking slut, but he's so smooth, I'm proud of...
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Alright world, I'm on the rise and not taking shit from anyone. Work sucks so I'm looking for a new job. I'm exploring options basically nationwide, but looking mostly in New England. I like it here. Anyone know someplace looking for management, drop me a line.

I'm still single and keeping an open mind about finding someone, but I'm not actively trying for anything. Could...
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So my girlfriend and I are very totally officially done. It positively amazes me that I keep treating my girlfriends so well, like princesses, and in the end they dump on me. ::shrug:: such is life I suppose, but it's frustrating. I hope her and everyone the best, may they find what they need from others who don't treat them nearly as well.

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So I'm not cut loose. I'm living with my ex at her parents house which is a bit strange. She and I are working on going back to being friends like we used to be and managed to have a pretty good day together. What a strange world.

I got unfortunately drunk the other night, fell down, smashed my knee, got sick--in my car, which...
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