BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH

i just can't get the groove back on this place. too many things have been said and done i spose.
fukk it, i still like lookin at the nekkid girlies and that's why i joined in the first place. not for all that friends bull shit.

FUCK THE WORLD.
This means YOU mostly.

So, I was wondering... who all has been to rehab? On your own freewill, on commitment or because you were facing some kind of criminal charges that stemmed from drug abuse and your lawyer "urged" you to attend....

Ah the infamous SUICIDE GIRL journal! I have thought about this place and it's people off and on for the last few months. I have been gone, in case you hadn't noticed. Let's just say been away for a while. Those of you know me might understand, and those of you interested feel free to inquire.
So, what the hell have I missed?

bloody butterfly kisses

i'm back.
the last week was the longest hardest one i have had in a long long time.
what does not kill us makes us stronger though right.
at least there is some good news.

think you could repeat that?
i didn't hear it the first time....


btw... do YOU REALLY think i fukking care?
if so, your desperatly wrong.
enjoy yourself though.

i had the best night of the weekend last night! i went out with some friends and then we all had a slumber party! we decided since were spending today together too that pulling an all-nighter would make the fun last that much longer!

we went to eat at the yummiest noodle house, drinks downtown, went to see my friend dana at her shop ritual body, and then back to a friend's house for some fun with the twins.
she has the coolest house! it's near lakewood, but closer to white rock lake. she has the biggest swimming pool and her house is decorated so bad ass. i could hang out here forever!
white rock lake sure looks a lot better these days, after they dredged it. there are a lot of sail boats on the lake today and that's what i'm headed out to do soon... hitting the pool for a few hours with cocktails in hand and then sailing the afternoon away.
i love days where you wear nothing but a bikini!
after our day outside we have a bbq planned... mmm nothing like cooking on the grill!
bbk

happy 4th of july!

so kids, guess what... old lsjen (yeah that's right, old cause we all know that around here 30 is old!)...
one time
at a party
i got drunk! (can ya believe it?)
and a little silly and stupid (nooo people do that when they drink???)
and then i even got sick later on.

now hmmm, let's take a poll around here.
am i the only one who has
1. got drunk at a party
2. acted a little stupid etc
3. got sick afterwards

ok, if i am the only one who can admit to it then i'll start passing out $50's.


.... that's what i thought.

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it's obvious i have cleaned up and out my friends list. so, if you think you might have been erased on accident, lmk. or if you would like to be removed, go on and lmk that too. i'm so disgusted with two-faced mother-fukkers.

i have cleaned up my friends list and left a few who have their own choices to make.
i am honestly quite happy right now... i knew there was a bad vibe around me and now i realizr why. i thought i was friends with people who are actually two faced assholes.
all i need to do is keep cleansing and whoever else needs to be weeded out cn remove themselves or i'll just get to you later.
i am so glad to know there are at least a few real people left in this world, and on this site.

remember if you have something you want to say about me... go on and say it to my face cowards. like i give a shit, some of you don't even know me.
thank god for that at least.

thank
god
it's
fukking
friday

can i get a woot woot?
can i get a boop boop?

i went to tigi and got my hair cut again, super shorter! i have to get the color fixed soon though, hopefully in the next week or so.

i have a couple errands to run for some friends now so i better la-la-la-tee-dah outta here.

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i am putting one more pathetic plea up here for a ride to austin tomorrow! i would totally be psyched to spend the weekend with all my old friends and the new ones i have been wanting to meet!
so, again.. for the final time.
i can meet anyone in the dfw area, where my car would be safe sitting for 3 days. i will share the gas expense and buy a round of drinks!
i really just want to hang in austin!!
call me at home 214.459.5554
and my old cell will be back on again sometime tomorrow: 214.734.4694
if you call and it's still off, call again later.

great big bloody butterfly kisses

i just want to give a loud BOOP
eeepaDOOP to all my new peeps.
you all can crush my edges anytime

i'm so fukkin happy tomorrow is friday! can i get a HELL YEAH for 3 day weekends!

i hope everyone has a great weekend in austin... again i'll miss the fun... if i coulda just got a damn ride.
meh

what's the scoop for tomorrow... i heard itty bitty titty bits and pieces... so
SPLAIN.

until then
lick it reeeel good.