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lioness4 missing her hardcore days

I’m private

age: 36 (Aug 06, 1972)

MEMBER SINCE: May 2005

sign: leo

gets me hot: watching really good live music, intelligent conversation, eye contact

into: music, knowledge, genuine people

i lost my virginity: yep. its true, i lost it. Have you seen it?

crush: me

most humbling moment: birth of my children

makes me happy: cuddling with my kids, a boy, hangn with friends listening to good live music, amazing sex, purple, wildflowers, sunshine

makes me sad: lies, meanness

heroes: my kids, my parents, my friends, my students, ordinary people who make my life extraordinary

body mods: some tats by Meaney

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Friday

MARCH 14, 2008 @ 01:49 PM | 7 COMMENTS

i am sad

i wish there was a way to know for sure
that where i am, is where i should be
because i am afraid that long-term maybe it isn't
and i am considering just cutting out the middle
and jumping to the end
but what if i am just overthinking?
but what if i am just ignoring red-flags?
but what if i am just being insecure?
i don't know what to do

bairdduvessa

Centerville, MA

April 2005

MAR 14, 2008 05:17 PM

*hug

i'll be around if you need to talk

_panda_

I'm lost

November 2005

MAR 14, 2008 05:40 PM

simple.

dont be sad.

MrsMeaney

Chicago, IL

November 2005

MAR 15, 2008 08:09 AM

we need to talk.

fuck that, we need to hang out.

I miss you.

1kiss_of_life

St Vincent/Grenadines

December 2004

MAR 15, 2008 07:07 PM

I dunno either. The older I get, the more I think and less I know.

bairdduvessa

Centerville, MA

April 2005

MAR 19, 2008 03:10 PM

you know how to contact me if you want to know more ;P

1kiss_of_life

St Vincent/Grenadines

December 2004

MAR 20, 2008 09:04 PM

Haha! Of course! They wanted more water ... they were thirsty! Fish are silly.

1kiss_of_life

St Vincent/Grenadines

December 2004

MAR 25, 2008 10:16 PM

hope you had a good easter! and lots of candy!

the easter bunny, back in the day, would always give me some black jelly beans in my mess of candy. I would pick them out of the 'good' ones and take them to mom. Mom would say, "I don't know why the easter bunny gives you black jelly beans ... I guess it's a good thing black jelly beans are my favourite!" I can remembering wondering why the easter bunny kept giving me those nasty things ... EVERY YEAR!
you moms.