age: 31 (Jun 22, 1980)
MEMBER SINCE: February 2005
occupation: Alternative diety
makes me happy: Being nice to me... Ice cream...
stats: None. I am a product of your imagination.
most humbling moment: Don't go there...
crush: reality! it wasn't a crush really, more like a slap in the face...
i lost my virginity: I didn't loose it, I have volantarily given it away.
makes me sad: Being not nice, being mean, being rude, especially for no reason. Rejection... Girls crying... Seing love being wasted on those who don't appreciate it... Violence...
into: Girls, Music, Photography, Books, Computers, and once again Girls
gets me hot: Girls! It is very simple, girls have the ultimate power to make me hot! Tatoos and piercings turn me on very much.
fantasy: Someone to die for, someone to live for, someone to be my anchor and my wings...
body mods: Apart for the cuts and burns from my SI phase that have mostly healed by now, all my body mods are still in planning.
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It is just like when you come back to a country-side mansion that you once were a kid at many many years ago. You recall how mighty it was, how lively. It was your whole world once. Then, 20 years later, you come to the same mansion, now abandoned, with cobwebs and a thick layer of dust. You open the door, take a few steps in. You look at the pictures on the wall, at the chairs and the table, you look at the books on the shelves... Your childhood comes alive and from somewhere deep down inside the childhood memories -- things long forgotten, things that would have never otherwise stirred up inside of you had you never come here again -- they come alive bright and fresh... Like in a movie... Like it happened to someone else... You look around afraid to touch anything, all the time thinking, how small and foreign this place feels...
Why am I here?.. And for how long?.. I guess time will tell...