Hello cronies,
Well things have hit rock bottom. I caught my partner on an Internet dating site. I hacked his profile and discovered he had been chatting to other women, and flirting with them. I confronted him about it and he said he was on their purely for friends, but I don't know, the girls he was chatting to were attractive, skinny and mostly had photos with their titts and clits hanging out.

I feel so betrayed right now, this is the man I was planing on being with for the rest of my life and who I had a miscarriage with his child and have been continuously trying for another child with. He says he loves me, but does this sound like love? People who love you aren't supposed to treat you like this.

He has a history of doing this; A few months ago, I went on his phone and found texts he had been sending to his ex with whom he shares a kid with and who is re married and pregnant, asking for nude photos. I let it be because I gave him his due that it is indeed hard to forget a relationship that lasted over 10 years. But the fact is this keeps happening. He has assured me that he does not want to cheat, but how can I believe that?

He has gone away for the weekend to see his child which makes this even harder to discuss. I have been ignoring his texts because he needs to know he can't just walk all over me and pretend everything is ok. In one of his texts he asked me to marry him.. If he'd asked me a few days ago, I probably would have said
yes, But now I'm not sure, marriage doesn't fix anything, it just locks you in even more and you have to let things slide even more or you could lose your house, car, money, kids etc.

After all this happened, I contacted an old friend (the guy who I was involved with a "love triangle" with last year) I invited him over for dinner. I'm not going to sleep with him, I don't really want to, but we are going to get all kinds of fucked up if you know what I mean. It's...

Hello cronies,
Well things have hit rock bottom. I caught my partner on an Internet dating site. I hacked his profile and discovered he had been chatting to other women, and flirting with them. I confronted him about it and he said he was on their purely for friends, but I don't know, the girls he was chatting to were attractive, skinny and mostly had photos with their titts and clits hanging out.

I feel so betrayed right now, this is the man I was planing on being with for the rest of my life and who I had a miscarriage with his child and have been continuously trying for another child with. He says he loves me, but does this sound like love? People who love you aren't supposed to treat you like this.

He has a history of doing this; A few months ago, I went on his phone and found texts he had been sending to his ex with whom he shares a kid with and who is re married and pregnant, asking for nude photos. I let it be because I gave him his due that it is indeed hard to forget a relationship that lasted over 10 years. But the fact is this keeps happening. He has assured me that he does not want to cheat, but how can I believe that?

He has gone away for the weekend to see his child which makes this even harder to discuss. I have been ignoring his texts because he needs to know he can't just walk all over me and pretend everything is ok. In one of his texts he asked me to marry him.. If he'd asked me a few days ago, I probably would have said
yes, But now I'm not sure, marriage doesn't fix anything, it just locks you in even more and you have to let things slide even more or you could lose your house, car, money, kids etc.

After all this happened, I contacted an old friend (the guy who I was involved with a "love triangle" with last year) I invited him over for dinner. I'm not going to sleep with him, I don't really want to, but we are going to get all kinds of fucked up if you know what I mean. It's been ages since I used any form of drug or alcohol so I just want to do it and drown out my feelings if only for one night.

I'm not really feeling anything, I'm so numb, I've been crying so much, is this what love is supposed to be? Am I making a big deal out of nothing? Is it acceptable to be on a dating site when you've been in a comited relationship for nearly 2 years? What should I do? I have no where else to go, I don't earn enough to pay the rent at my current house and my mum has gone to America for 3 months and has left me with her dog and cat, and I have my own 2 dogs and 3 cats. I cannot be separated from my pets, they are the only ones who have stuck by me through everything.