First thing I want to do when I'm all healthy is go on an amazing vacation! The question is where? I'm thinking either New Zealand, Australia, Japan, only a few places in Europe. Maybe just Hawaii, but I want to be in full relaxation. It seems like a goal worth planning for. Hopefully I can take someone along with me to share in the experience...
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alyeska:
If you're just going to relax, don't spend too much to travel too far away. If you're actually going to go on adventures then travel to a different country.
jackrabbit_:
Sounds so exciting!!
Killing them softly with Brad Pitt
Lincoln with Daniel Day Lewis
This is 40 with Paul Rudd
These are my movie choices tonight! I know Lincoln is supposed to be good, but I'm not sure in the mood for serious. I know This Is 40 is a sort of sequel to knocked up , and I like Paul Rudd. I know Brad Pit has done...
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Lincoln with Daniel Day Lewis
This is 40 with Paul Rudd
These are my movie choices tonight! I know Lincoln is supposed to be good, but I'm not sure in the mood for serious. I know This Is 40 is a sort of sequel to knocked up , and I like Paul Rudd. I know Brad Pit has done...
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I actually have no plans today! No appointments! It's a free day,well sort of. I still can't really do anything physical. I want to,but my back says no. Any movies out worth watching?
I had a disturbing dream about a girl I used to know, in disturbing I mean I'm awake and it didn't happen.
It was a glimpse of what it would be like...
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I had a disturbing dream about a girl I used to know, in disturbing I mean I'm awake and it didn't happen.
It was a glimpse of what it would be like...
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alyeska:
Weight loss really should help your back. Of course, any time you see a Doc about back pain when overweight they're just going to tell you to lose weight. Hopefully once the weight loss begins, if the pain is still there then a doctor will actually help you. For YEARS I have always been very warm. I overheat quickly and get physically ill when out in the sunlight on warm days for too long. We're talking laying on the porch in a swimsuit when it's 85 and sunny out and I will feel like I'm going to throw up. It's been this way when I weighed 140lbs and I'm currently 209. Doctors keep telling me to just lose weight. Problem is, I overheat and get sick when working out so I can only do so much cardio before I want to die. Sometimes I have to stop before I even really get my heart and lungs pumping. Doctors can be total dicks about it.
It will get better for you. You will be able to be healthy and happy. Once you're able to move, you will feel better about yourself and the life around you. I promise. You will always be able to keep going, to keep trying, and to keep improving. You CAN get through this.
It will get better for you. You will be able to be healthy and happy. Once you're able to move, you will feel better about yourself and the life around you. I promise. You will always be able to keep going, to keep trying, and to keep improving. You CAN get through this.
The Walking Dead is almost over,its like football season ending all over again. What will I do with my Sunday evenings?
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smite:
It's so depressing when shows I love end for the season (even worse, forever). Do you watch GoT? At least that's starting next Sunday 
alyeska:
Thanks sweetheart! I'll be updating my blog as much as possible. Sucks not having a cell phone to use 
as soon as I'm home I'll edit again or post a new blog.
That exact jersey is now covered in autographs, so I need to find another men's jersey that I can wear when I don't wanna wear my O'Sullivan one haha.
as soon as I'm home I'll edit again or post a new blog.
That exact jersey is now covered in autographs, so I need to find another men's jersey that I can wear when I don't wanna wear my O'Sullivan one haha.
Firefly marathon on the Science channel today! Looks like my plans are made.
zombiebacon:
I was gonna start watching that on netflix, but I opted for Eureka instead. I'm thinking Firefly will be my next series to watch though. I Love Joss Whedon! Everything he makes is gold.
Had my procedure today it went quick and well except for one thing. They found a tumor in my esophagus. The Dr. said its not to be worried about, but I still need to have it checked out by another Dr. Can't they just call it something else other than a tumor? Not out of the woodwork yet. Aahhhh!!!
jackrabbit_:
NOOO....I really hope everything is ok <3 <3
smite:
fingers crossed
Tomorrow marks the first step to my lapband procedure. I'm having numerous tests done including a physc evaluation and an upper gi test. Now it's starting to feel real. Worst part is, I'm done eating for the night and I have to fast for all the tests. They say ill be done by 1:30-2:00pm. I'm gonna be hungry.
jackrabbit_:
Good luck!! I hope it goes well
alyeska:
Good luck! You'll do great! I had to fast before my tonsilectomy and I didn't care how much it hurt, you better believe I ate as soon as I was awake haha.
Finally the storm that I call my cold is over. I can breathe! Things are looking up. 
smite:
Glad you're feeling better! thanks for supporting my set 
I need someone to sing me Soft kitty.
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toxic:
Soft kitty...warm kitty... little ball of fur...happy kitty...sleepy kitty...purr purr purr
clio:
thank you 
Day three still feel like ! Woke up,well didn't really sleep but still feverish. I don't know how to make myself comfortable. There is a war going on inside me, and Im losing. To be continued.....