I actually have no plans today! No appointments! It's a free day,well sort of. I still can't really do anything physical. I want to,but my back says no. Any movies out worth watching?
I had a disturbing dream about a girl I used to know, in disturbing I mean I'm awake and it didn't happen.
It was a glimpse of what it would be like if we were together today. There is no chance of that now. She's married with two children.
I hope my weight loss surgery helps my back pain,makes me lose all the weight I need and start living my life again. I know everyone has challenges of their own, when does it stop before it breaks you down to where you don't want to get it up? I feel emotionless theses days. I don't know the last time a cried. Damn this got serious, I need to go start my day.
I had a disturbing dream about a girl I used to know, in disturbing I mean I'm awake and it didn't happen.
It was a glimpse of what it would be like if we were together today. There is no chance of that now. She's married with two children.
I hope my weight loss surgery helps my back pain,makes me lose all the weight I need and start living my life again. I know everyone has challenges of their own, when does it stop before it breaks you down to where you don't want to get it up? I feel emotionless theses days. I don't know the last time a cried. Damn this got serious, I need to go start my day.
It will get better for you. You will be able to be healthy and happy. Once you're able to move, you will feel better about yourself and the life around you. I promise. You will always be able to keep going, to keep trying, and to keep improving. You CAN get through this.