I had acupuncture today. It didn't work...
luna:
thank you dear 
It's hard to stay positive when your given so much shit.
caia:
what happened? 
I mean whatever it is I bet you're right in feeling mad a frustrated, but when I'm lucid I always get to this point where I regret the time I waste getting sad, annoyed or mad... I gain nothing from it
I mean whatever it is I bet you're right in feeling mad a frustrated, but when I'm lucid I always get to this point where I regret the time I waste getting sad, annoyed or mad... I gain nothing from it
Woohoo!I ate what I wanted this weekend with in reason,and didn't gain a single pound! Now to make sure this stays,I'm back on the diet wagon as strict as can be. 
caia:
Good luck 
adrastea:
Happy Easter!
blanch:
Happy Easter!
I can't complain anymore. I'm doing everything I can possible to ease my pain. I just need to learn more patients and do what is required of myself. Today is a beautiful day. I had decent sleep, and woke up well rested. Since this weekend is a holiday,ill be spending most of it with family. I usually do laundry on Sunday, due to Easter it'll...
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adrastea:
I hope your upward look stays. 
Decent sleep is always a plus! and beautiful days.
Decent sleep is always a plus! and beautiful days.
adrastea:
aww, thank you!
I'm off to much needed deep tissue therapy. I know it's going to hurt, but it will give me a great nap later.
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Nap successful!!! I feel great, it's just what I needed!
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Nap successful!!! I feel great, it's just what I needed!
blu:
hope you get some decent sleep after babe xxx
First thing I want to do when I'm all healthy is go on an amazing vacation! The question is where? I'm thinking either New Zealand, Australia, Japan, only a few places in Europe. Maybe just Hawaii, but I want to be in full relaxation. It seems like a goal worth planning for. Hopefully I can take someone along with me to share in the experience...
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alyeska:
If you're just going to relax, don't spend too much to travel too far away. If you're actually going to go on adventures then travel to a different country.
jackrabbit_:
Sounds so exciting!!
Killing them softly with Brad Pitt
Lincoln with Daniel Day Lewis
This is 40 with Paul Rudd
These are my movie choices tonight! I know Lincoln is supposed to be good, but I'm not sure in the mood for serious. I know This Is 40 is a sort of sequel to knocked up , and I like Paul Rudd. I know Brad Pit has done...
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Lincoln with Daniel Day Lewis
This is 40 with Paul Rudd
These are my movie choices tonight! I know Lincoln is supposed to be good, but I'm not sure in the mood for serious. I know This Is 40 is a sort of sequel to knocked up , and I like Paul Rudd. I know Brad Pit has done...
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I actually have no plans today! No appointments! It's a free day,well sort of. I still can't really do anything physical. I want to,but my back says no. Any movies out worth watching?
I had a disturbing dream about a girl I used to know, in disturbing I mean I'm awake and it didn't happen.
It was a glimpse of what it would be like...
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I had a disturbing dream about a girl I used to know, in disturbing I mean I'm awake and it didn't happen.
It was a glimpse of what it would be like...
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alyeska:
Weight loss really should help your back. Of course, any time you see a Doc about back pain when overweight they're just going to tell you to lose weight. Hopefully once the weight loss begins, if the pain is still there then a doctor will actually help you. For YEARS I have always been very warm. I overheat quickly and get physically ill when out in the sunlight on warm days for too long. We're talking laying on the porch in a swimsuit when it's 85 and sunny out and I will feel like I'm going to throw up. It's been this way when I weighed 140lbs and I'm currently 209. Doctors keep telling me to just lose weight. Problem is, I overheat and get sick when working out so I can only do so much cardio before I want to die. Sometimes I have to stop before I even really get my heart and lungs pumping. Doctors can be total dicks about it.
It will get better for you. You will be able to be healthy and happy. Once you're able to move, you will feel better about yourself and the life around you. I promise. You will always be able to keep going, to keep trying, and to keep improving. You CAN get through this.
It will get better for you. You will be able to be healthy and happy. Once you're able to move, you will feel better about yourself and the life around you. I promise. You will always be able to keep going, to keep trying, and to keep improving. You CAN get through this.