krista

"You're a real CUNT, do you know that?? A real fucking CUNT! How can you be so shitty to people? How can you STAND yourself?"

"I guess there's just two kinds of people, Miss Sandstone: MY kind of people, and assholes. It's rather obvious which category you fit into. Have a nice day."

--Pink Flamingos

Which category will you fit into?

I am a real...
Read More

"I'm asking you, Mary, please
Temper my hatred with peace
Weave my disgust into fame
And watch how fast they run to the flame"

--Liz Phair

My rep in Alicante got a me feature article in a cultural magazine. Now, I have to remember what it is I really do.

My summer lacked focus. Time to buckle down. Good thing I bought a corset with...
Read More

"Now shes in the kitchen, rattling those pots and pans
Id cook him something nice, she said, but he refuses to wash his hands
He used to be so good to me, now he smells so fucking bad
There is a dead man in my bed, she said
I keep poking at him with my stick
But his skin is just so fucking thick
Theres...
Read More

"I told him if he ever betrayed me I'd kill him."
"And did he betray you?"
"No. He shouldn't have trusted me."

At least I don't pretend, right?

Except, occasionally, upon request.

"I had a dream. In fact, it was on the night I met you. In the dream, there was our world, and the world was dark because there weren't any robins and the robins represented love. And for the longest time, there was this darkness. And all of a sudden, thousands of robins were set free and they flew down and brought this blinding light...
Read More

"Once, my dear, is not enough
Let me tell you about Jane, she's the Queen of Love
She's the Queen of Love
and she's the bane of we who know
Wherever she goes, she will reign..."

I will reign. Is a vintage slip and bent tiara royal enough?

Everything's in it's place now...

I still have A Clockwork Orange images in my head...and it's turning...
Read More

"It's funny how the colors of the real world only seem really real when you viddy them on the screen."

--Alex, A Clockwork Orange

On the big screen....it's so intense. Why is ultraviolence so intoxicating? First, I felt a sort of buzz from it all. So excitiing. But then....when I least expected it....an hour after the movie, I thought I might be sick.

Maybe it...
Read More

"I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one...
Read More

"Its cold, out there
And rough
And I kept standing 6'1"
Instead of 5'2"
And I loved my life
And I hated you"

Last night, after hours at a club, a girl sang Liz Phair songs to me while her hair softly brushed my shoulder.

Some time, I might tell you how glorious a sunrise can be when the previous night's stars were all aligned...
Read More

"Such a classic girl,

Gives her man great ideas.
Hears you tell your friends,
Hey man, listen to my great idea!
It's true I am a villain
When you fall ill,
that's probably because

Men never can be.
Not like a girl.
A classic girl...
Such a classic girl..."

One hour. One hundred dollars. And there it is...the cure I sought.