It happened again. Some mysterious and anonymous 'friend' reactivated my account for 3 months. Yay guerilla marketing. Anyway. I am back again, for 3 months. I guess. Is anyone still out there?

Well here I am again... it seems some mysterious and charitable person has paid to renew my account for 3 months, but for some equally mysterious reason chose not to reveal who they are. Its been probably close to 6 months since my account expired, and even at that time I wasnt really that chummy with anyone here that I would expect months down the track they would suddenly miss me and want my presence back enough to cough up actual real cash monies to find me... Oh maybe it was missy, since we were so close and all, and she kept sending me all these emails saying how she missed me and wanted me to come back so bad she was going to give me a discount.... wow how sweet of her...

Anyhoo... on the off chance it was Meow/Hezza/Viking/Sonja or someone else I actually ever communicated with... thanks You should say hi.

Got some time to kill, guess I will write something here. Why don't I write more often? Because talking to yourself is a waste of time. Oh yeah? I knew you were going to say that. You're so negative. Shut up, at least I'm not deluded into thinking people might actually be paying attention. Why do you say such things? Why do you want to cut me down. I know there are people out there listening... I'm sure of it...

*cough*

Tomorrow is my last day at work, I start my new job on monday. Cant. Fucking. Wait. I have been reduced to reading web comics at work, the last week has been a joke. Since they know I'm not going to be around no one has bothered to involve me in anything. Can't say I care really, except I've been bored as hell. Today the email came around confirming that they are moving offices, I guess the announcement was made when I was 'sick' on tuesday.

Sold more music to ifeelmyself. Woot. My small contribution to the porn industry.

Evidently my membership is not as expired as I thought I was.... so.... I'm still here, if anyone cares.

Looks like my membership is about to expire... and honestly I'm not really inclined to renew it... there are some cool peeps here - Meow, Hezza, Sonja, Dorsal, Riae... you will be missed - but the overall quality of sets and the general vibe of this place has gone down the toilet... to I will catch you all on the flip side. Anyone who for some reason feels the need to contact me... ghbmail at gmail is where you can find me.

I skived off work today. No reason other than when my alarm went off I really just couldnt be arsed getting out of bed. Yesterday I was tired all day. You'd think I would have recovered from partying on friday and saturday by now, but evidently i'm getting too old for this shit :-/

I'm still fucking broke as hobo in kansas. Today is meant to be payday, but the money hasnt gone into my account yet. Not that it will make much difference when it does, I have to pay my car insurance this month, which combined with my rent will already account for 2 grand. I need to govt stimulus money so I can go buy new toys. I need a new monitor to play my xbox on... then I can stop spending so much time in front of the computer and spend it playing video games instead.

I'm feeling kinda over SG. I dunno, just dont really feel like part of the site.

Well ok that last post was a bit short. Life took a turn for the dramatic when I called things off with my fuck buddy. I'll spare you the details but suffice to say she was upset and that upset me too.

In other news, my work has dropped another bunch of staff, this time including a couple of team leaders and the COO. I was told my job is secure however, the CEO wanted to talk to me and the 2 other guys left in ops to say we are vital to the company and now that we fired a bunch of people we have enough cash to keep runnign for 12 months. I was looking to polish off my CV, but im half inclined to stay now... with the dead wood gone, more chance i might actually get to redo things from scratch, this time my way...

Pretty much settled in the new place now... spent most of this evening rearranging my desk so i can work on some tunes... I keep putting that off, its hard to get back into it. Need to write more of my book too. I wish there was more californication, that show inspired me to get off my ass and become more than i am... yes i know that is both weird and lame.

Fuck Shit Piss Cunt Cock Balls Pussy Dick Ass. Fuck Fuck Fuck. Cunnox. FUCK.

I'm in the midst of moving into my new place. Moving house is hard when you drive an MX-5 (miata)... I've borrowed a friends panel van for one night so far, will probably do it again tomorrow. Hiring a trailer on the weekend to get the big shit moved. I'm a little concerned about space, as 1br places go its probably pretty big but there's almost no storage space. Dunno wtf I'm gonna do with my bike.

Don't really have as much time to invest in SG lately, or the desire to really... whole place is starting to feel a bit old... Any efforts I made to connect with people here have largely born no fruit. I guess thats just the way of things around here tho.

Well I signed the lease on a new place the other day, I get the keys on the 20th, or rather my 'partner' will be picking them up, I'm going to queensland that weekend. Pretty stoked about having my own place again. No more tip toeing around the house at night.

Maitreya is less than a month away. I'm managing the gate again this year. Roster is mostly filled, just those painful day thursday and monday shifts left to fill now. I'm pretty pumped, last year Maitreya was the event of the year for me, I love being so involved in something so big and awesome.