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despite being kept up until 8am this morning i managed to drag myself to the doctors to get out back on anti-depressants. my doctor thinks im a hopeles suicide case and should be hospitalized so i basically ran away like 'thanks for the pills, i ain't going in no hospital baii'

so i start the AD's tomorrow

isn't life grand

xx
cotten:
KittyKittywithoutahome,

Of course life is a river of misery but hey doesn't that make it all the more comical. Just roll with it and laugh. It's all absurd! And yeah, anti-depressants are good for a little bit of balance in a topsy-turvy brain, but the best cure for the doldrums is ideas. You just need a little intellectual stimulation. So take yo ass to the library. And if that doesn't work, ah...ah....well, ah...double your dosage of anti-depressants.

Your friend & doctor,
C.
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ive been getting quite a lot of abuse online though social networking sites and anonoymous question asking things. my blocked list goes.

ive come to the conclusion that people are jealous and selfish. My taking their anger out on me they are no longer putting me down, theyre just making me stonger

everyone knows the saying that what doesnt kill you only makes you stoinger,...
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user07508295793:
I kind of hate social networking sites. :\
kittyontour:
me too haha theyre just full of childish idiots xx
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there is a mug next to me filled with ash and cigarette butts.
smells yummy...or not
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so today/last night im not quite sure of the time frame; i tried to kill myself, its pretty low of me to put something like this into a blog that is so public but hey no one reads this.
aswell as failing to end my life i have managed to drag my best friend down with me, she is now sitting so concerned and miserable...
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wow i havcent updated in a long time, so much has happened; its almost like my life is too busy to document.

so ive been on tour in america with antiflag/aiden/cancer bats and star fucking hipsters which has been so amazing, ive been able to watch soundchecks as though they were provate shows just for me and hang out with every one after, and although...
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kissso i almost totally forgot about todays blog..ive been up all night and drinking all day so life is good; hopefully going into town tomorrow to buy/customize some vintage chanel bags yey smile

anyway baiiii im off to drink more!! and my flatmates smoking weed...yucky...so im gonna run away from him

also i cant stop listening to gagaloos new album..so amazing!!

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don't you love it when you find an item of clothing you treasured for months and then completly forgot about; during the time you were parted the love you first felt when you tried the item on in the changing room returns and is stronger then ever. added bonus when the item fits you better then before...well this just happened to me and a hello...
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so im trying to keep up with writing a blog but i have such a hectic life so its difficult;

tonight im going out with friends i hasve an amazing bestie and great flatmates so were off out; ive got many VIP wristbands on that im pretty sure im having a free night; also it might not be too clear but i have drunk far...
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i have finally been persuaded to become a suicide girl member; to be honest not much persuading was needed. I used to keep a log a few years back and recently deleted it all as hav ing my private life for the public to view made me slightly insecuse as people take things the wrong way.

so a bit about myself..i was born in the...
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anemona:
hello girl how are you <3