I think that when you're born an angel should say to you, hopefully kindly and not in the fake voice of an airline attendant: "Here you go on this long, long dream. Don't even try to wake up. Just let it go on until its over. You will learn many things. Just relax and observe because there is just pain and that's it mostly and you aren't going to be able to escape no matter what. Eventually it will all be over anyway. Good Luck." -- Francesca Lia Block
Eh cheer up if people are disappointing you then you dont need them no matter what theres a light at the end of the tunnel may take time to get there just stay positive
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