Ever have a moment when you suddenly and intensely become aware of a shift- a major change in the evolution of a relationship in your life? My wife pointed it out to me one day when we were spending time with a fairly close friend of mine. My wife said, "The two of you have the feel of secret lovers... The aura of unspoken desire."
And I realized that my wife was right. When I look at my friend, it is no longer through innocuous eyes. My gaze now contains an underlying need that stems from some more instinctive and primal place. My breath, heartbeat and skin make me aware of just how close my friend is in proximity. I'm aware of the beauty of the curvature of her bodyline from the underside of her breast to her hips and the drawing power of her eyes. I sometimes imagine her scent as I bury my face in her neck or the feel of her hair drapped across my face.
What a powerfull thrill... This is one of the reasons why we're alive... My friend and I are not secret lovers- we haven't yet come together on that level. But if I am granted my wife's blessing, I'm going to do everything in my power to make it happen.
And I realized that my wife was right. When I look at my friend, it is no longer through innocuous eyes. My gaze now contains an underlying need that stems from some more instinctive and primal place. My breath, heartbeat and skin make me aware of just how close my friend is in proximity. I'm aware of the beauty of the curvature of her bodyline from the underside of her breast to her hips and the drawing power of her eyes. I sometimes imagine her scent as I bury my face in her neck or the feel of her hair drapped across my face.
What a powerfull thrill... This is one of the reasons why we're alive... My friend and I are not secret lovers- we haven't yet come together on that level. But if I am granted my wife's blessing, I'm going to do everything in my power to make it happen.
mr_zero:
It could be worse. At least she isn't the typical woman that gets all jealous and accusatory.