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Quite simply said, the best poem I have read in a very long time. And so will i wonder by Miklos Radnoti


And so will I wonder...?

I lived, but then in living I was feeble in life and
always knew that they would bury me here in the end,
that year piles upon year, clod on clod, stone on stone,
that the body swells...
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It was the great French writer Stendhal who said "Breguet makes a watch which for twenty years gives no trouble while the pitiful machine by which we live runs amiss and causes pain at least once a week." Not to bitch or moan but I really should give up on finding someone really special and just live as it comes. But among other things I...
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Munich and southern Germany in Winter! I am going with this girl named Monika I really like so that makes it better. I have not travelled anywhere since Paris in 2008, with my ex-fiance, so I really am looking forward to seeing a lot and drinking Bavaria dry.

Any suggestions?

I have no idea what to do with my day off tomorrow. I should have had tuesday until next sunday off. But my boss who is an idiot, and I don't say that with malice but with every bit of truth, forgot to put all the days in. The original plan was to go up to Las Vegas but honestly I cannot afford it. And...
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I confess it was my fault. I am stuck at my stupid job because years ago I went against my dad's advice, he is one of those wise fathers who is right 90% of the time, and frittered away my college days. I never completed my studies and wish i had. I am looking at going back but at my age it will be harder...
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Oh I am tired. I had to watch my niece who is just 2 months for a few hours and she wore me out. Cute little baby but I am not anywhere good with babies. Advice for next time?

I have decided I'll visit Europe next year. I may sound crazy but I miss the 8-10 hour flights there. I have been there a couple of times and its always been fun. These days there isn't much adventure so travelling and seeing a different country is cool. I am thinking of Munich and Warsaw in Germany and Poland respectively. I got friends there and...
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Oh I am writing about a blog post every month, what a terrible percentage.

I am recently off of a surgery and was confined to my bed for almost a week, far longer than I think anyone should be in bed. Just to say, why do we, or at the least myself, never realize how nice it is to be healthy until we are fucked?...
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Okay this is an attempt at a blog entry. I am not good at these things so here it goes.

I work retail and as anyone who ever has they will know my pain.

My boss who I shall call Skeletor, trust me he looks like him, was being such a douche last week. To say it simply I was off at three and he...
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