my sex life after being married is way more fucking awesome than before hand. awesome cause i definetly have had sex with more ladies this year than any two previous combined. thats an accomplishment on my way to slutdom. jocelyn really did a number on my ego, the emotional abuse i think was the hardest thing to deal with. im still recovering, the physical shit...
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The music pounds darkly in the background as i dance sparodicly around the room, eyes scanning for her, the girl who will meet my gaze and become entrapped by it. There, I see her.I move until i come across her field of vision.She spots me across the floor, her eyes invitingly meet my gaze,I hold her stare and smile, all the while dancing my way...
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The music pounds darkly in the background as i dance sparodicly around the room, eyes scanning for her, the girl who will meet my gaze and become entrapped by it. There, I see her.I move until i come across her field of vision.She spots me across the floor, her eyes invitingly meet my gaze,I hold her stare and smile, all the while dancing my way...
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when did i become this sad shadow of my former self. i cant even find joy most days. im not even sure why im writing this except im home alone and my wife is gone all day again and im so lonely i dont want to be alive. that about sums it up. at least i have school in a couple of days, thats something...
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the vanity of woman, the profanity of woman. im sickened and trapped by natures design, or is it gods, dosnt matter fuck who ever's design created this dependence for the "fairer" sex.
dekews:
My first wife cheated. My current wife is wonderful. There are all types out there. 
alone he sat lost in contemplative thought. why? he thinks. i am less than what i thought. but he cant escape the feelings that so overwhelmed his senses before. he cant escape her buety. but its only superficial he thinks, its only the outside. alas she is human, selfish, needy, miserable, violent, but its not all bad. these thought pervade his mind like wisps of...
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i dont need another blog, but im bored so ill write here. maybe ill write some short stories or something.
