Hank Williams Sr.
Cold, Cold Heart

I tried so hard my dear to show that you’re my every dream.
Yet you’re afraid each thing I do is just some evil scheme
A mem'ry from your lonesome past keeps us so far apart
Why can’t I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold, cold heart.

Another love before my time made your heart sad and blue
And so my heart is paying now for things I didn’t do
In anger unkind words are said that make the teardrops start
Why can’t I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold, cold heart.

You’ll never know how much it hurts to see you sat and cry
You know you need and want my love yet you’re afraid to try
Why do you run and hide from lies,to try it just ain’t smart
Why can’t I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold, cold heart

There was a time when I believed that you belonged to me
But now I know your heart is shackled to a memory
The more I learn to care for you the more we drift apart
Why can’t I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold, cold heart...

Sunday, August 23, 2009
Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward.


I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I'm going to smile

As I look back on all that's happened...growing together, changing you, changing me-- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. Looking back, I realized how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever...and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, My friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.

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Its raining here right now. my sons almost out of formula, so i need to go to costco. unfortunately my daughter is refusing to wear anything but a dress "ever ever" in her own words.... because shes a princess! and lives in a castle. I will have to A. reason with her (its cold out, so you you need pants.) B. physically force her to put on warmer clothes which will result in kicking/screaming/crying MELTDOWN. or C. bribe here with candy/toys/more dresses. hmmm

Soon it will be warm. and il be able to take everyone outside every day! planning on lots of camping this year. load up my pickemup truck with all the gear... and just leave it there so ill always be ready to escape the salt lake city and its oppressive mormon overlords! quick to the mountains! Hiking/fishing/ FIRE! beeeer mmmm.

COMING SOON : VEGAS

Hi uhm, everyone. my names Jim I live in salt lake and im new to this site or online networking in general.

So about me... im 25 single with two kids! holy shit thats scary I lost myy wife of six years, in a car accident back in october. her name was sky... she was hot as sin. definetly coulda been a suicide girl.

So needless to say the past 6 months have been all ups and downs for me... i feel way alone. done alot of drinkin. but im starting to level out... i think alot of the people i know were "our friends" who i love all of them. but i do feel like i need to branch out on my own now... find out who i am without her. which is exactly why i decided to join this site. some first steps.

Im not normal, i think about shit that most people dont. im not sure how our society got to the point it is but in my opinion its tottally fucked! so SG to me seems like a haven of like minded individuals. YOU are the kinof peeple i want to meet! im not here to "hook up" however these are definetly the kinof girls i like.... alot. and i think that would be great. but im not a creep or anything like that. im here mostly to meet people... and to spill my guts on the blog... maybe. ive alway been an introvert. but ive been trying to express my thoughts alot more these days. because life is too short to always be holding back

LIVE WHILE YOU LIVE

JIM WIGHT