its currently a bit after 6 am in the morning as i write this...
ive been working since 2 am....
this is my who knows what day in a row without a break....last break was spring break
i did not go anywhere because i drive a gas-guzzling tank of a bitch and need to keep most of my money put back to transport me back and forth to my clinical site.
as i am now most of the way through my first clinical rotation...i have a few theories...
i find that the human condition is a fascinating and sobering enigma only fully understood upon death...
the youth of today are pussies....and yes im including myself in this particular group...
i have met old people with life altering, debilitating injuries that never complain or bitch and moan about anything...
and then i meet a young 20-something that CANT make it without some help for the scratch he has on his foot...
i know i can never be accused of never being childish, but come on.......sometimes i just want to look at them and say "MAN THE FUCK UP!!.....that 90 year old lady over there is tougher than you!!!"....so....my lesson is that if i ever rip my arm off....im picking that sum bitch up like nothing happened and going back to work...duct tape fixes everything...just ask macgyver....

duckie

So...ive enjoyed what bit of break ive gotten to enjoy....
Wisdom tooth turned into really bad infection that led to rushed oral surgeon visit and a 12 pound weight loss, I cant say that i would recommend that particular method of losing weight. On the brighter side though, now that things are getting better, i can get back into the weights and cardio and get back in shape. i miss it.
The new semester starts in 3 days....clinical orientations have the ability to be rewarding and terrifying....we shall see. It is nice to sense the progress involved, although the student loans scare the shit out of me...lol
For now, im getting my shit together and setting my mind to kicking ass....

Be well,
Duckie

Semester.....done
Grades....not yet
Relief.....finally
Relaxation.....soon
Insomnia.....normal
Things to do......lots
Wisdom tooth.....@#$%!!!!!
Life.....meh...

Be well....i think im going to try to lie down....

Duckie

ok...so just a brief pause in finals preparation to ask a simple question...

WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I GIVE 2 SHITS WHAT THE KARDASHIANS DO!?!?!?

serioulsy?....why does their bullshit have to invade everything?
sooo.....utterly sick of all of them

end rant...
now back to the books...
have a nice day....

duckie

3 more days till thaksgiving break....
i think i can keep my brain from imploding for that long....
go back to school....go into a program that requires a 76 to pass....
seemed like a great idea at the time....
oh wait, is that another gray hair???? aww man....

be well and eat lots of food folks....
i plan too

sincerely
the artist currently known as duckie

dear youth of today,

each day i get older, i find that i fit in less and less with you....
what have i learned from going back to school?

alot of you think everthing should be handed to you....
you have no respect for anyone.....
you cant handle the truth....you are right....period

i got news for ya kiddies....life plays games
life is cruel...
living is a battle and days can be hard
if you think its all shits and giggles....
you better wake the fuck up....

who am i?.....the guy thats been there...the guy that is no one in a sea of nobodys...
who are you?...the future....i wish you the best.....

4.0 at mid-term....
dont have enough time to relax to celebrate...
in the end the sacrifices will be justified...

Almost 4 weeks into the new semester....
Classes going well so far....
Life....well thats over for another 2-4 years....
Cost?.....having a future is worth every penny....

Be Well....
Duckie