hmmm.....so
mom spent like 3 days in the hospital.....they gave her "the strongest dose of antibiotics, the human body can handle".....she had cellulitus.....which was brought on by over-excertion....due to lymphoma caused by lymph nodes being removed from her right side due to a radical masectomy......whew!!....
shes feeling much better....thanks for the kind words folks....
she goes for her 6-month follow-up....on the cancer stuff....this coming thursday...the 14th.
november will be 4 yrs....cancer free....i hope.

i realize , im not around as much....it doesnt mean i dont read your blogs....and keep up the best i can.
life moves faster than i want to admit sometimes.....but ya know....thats all part of living...

cheers and best wishes to all of you....be well

later

my mother is back in the hospital......
gonna be there a few days, i reckon....
shes survived an aneurysm....breast cancer....has c.o.p.d.......and emphysema...
NOW......theres a chance the cancer has come back

my mind is all over the place.....

later

work....rain....
less work....more rain....
humidity sucks.....sweat....well...thats only cool in certain things....
what a day.....im ready for a beer.....

oh yeah Jamilla......you totally kick ass my dear

later

soooo.....
this week they laid off 20 people.....only 70-somethin left....
next week they cut our hours by one a day.....
oh well....if i lose my job....ill deal....thats life ya know....
taking shit.....turning it into roses....lol

i hope all is well......with everyone.....be well


later

so....im off work all this week...
we shut down for the week of the fourth....
sorry ive not been around...things have been hectic

later....

so....
i was out of town this weekend for another drag race......
car broke the cam first pass down the track.....
then....on the way home.....my buddy's truck blew a radiator hose....
called my sis to come get me....jst barely caught an auto parts store open...
bought a hose....and a couple of clamps...
picked up my blazer.....got on the road back to my friend....
got there.....put the hose on....only to discover what caused it in the first place....blown head gasket
had to drop the race car trailer .....push his truck out of the way.....hook to it....and tow it to his garage...
then.....rush back to his truck, to meet the roll-back , to get his truck back to his garage....
THEN.....take the trailer to his house to drop it off....
can i jst say....lack of sleep SUCKS!!!.....
then today.....push that heavy s.o.b....into the shop.......im now ready for a new day....

later

ok.....so its been a long day
yet another short work week.....probably got one more before im off the week of the fourth....
been busy today....cutting apart an old vw, that i need the frame out from under....
im tired....tanned.....and a bit hungry.....
hope all is well with all of you.....

later

i cant believe i missed these 2.....sorry ladies....

HEY!!!!>>>>CHECK ME OUT!!!
ok....enough of that self-pity bullshit.....im better than that.
so lets see....

Benten
Jamila
Lee
AesSedai
Ember
Toxic
Bow
and JennRose

all these ladies deserve every good remark and compliment that comes their way....so
GO DO IT!!!.....

later
Dorsal
Ailey

Today.....today i was betrayed by 2 people i called "friend".....in the real world.
i lost one person on here that i really enjoyed talking to....others never seem to acknowledge my existence
im at the point in my life where i wonder if its all worth it.
or whether i should just walk away from everything i know....
i dont feel like the people i value.....value me.
why do i exist?
im tired, lonely, and scared....scared ill never be.....
i need to get rid of a bunch of shit....and dissapear....
to become part of a world.....ill never be....has made me realize....i dont belong.
why am i the one people choose to shit on?
thats the only thing i need to know....why dont i matter?
ive got to go now.....