My Sweet,
A decade ago, there you were. At a moment of pure happiness. Our bond was built on laughs and good times, a combination of goodness and greatness. You always say it was me that taught you, but it was you who taught me. About a person I wanted to feel, touch, experience. A friendship and love built on happiness is easy, but when adversity struck, I felt you even more. With a phone call, you were by my side. When I look back on that part of my life, I don't see the hurt, the pain, the anguish, I see you smiling, reassuring, holding my hand, and comfortingly saying, "you'll be okay." That's when I knew you were my forever friend.
Through ups and downs in our lives, the one thing that has remained consistent is you. Your friendship never wavering, your love-ever present.
We speak of our love for our families, but I want you to know, you, doll, are as much my family than if I had made you with my own blood. You speak of how I give, but what you'll never understand, is you gave me the greatest gift of all, you've given me you.
Nothing but love,
Stace
I want to believe that all will be okay...I want to believe that this will stop eventually....I want to believe in a future....I want to believe that in the end, I won't be this person that I loath...this person who finds comfort in self-pity. I want perspective, I'm starving for it...I'm here, open and willing to trust. I want to stop the pain that surrounds me, but I'm helpless to help. I want people to see that I'm a good person. I seem to want far too much...I want to see myself through her eyes again. Someone who allows me to be the person I am, with celebration and not apology.
A decade ago, there you were. At a moment of pure happiness. Our bond was built on laughs and good times, a combination of goodness and greatness. You always say it was me that taught you, but it was you who taught me. About a person I wanted to feel, touch, experience. A friendship and love built on happiness is easy, but when adversity struck, I felt you even more. With a phone call, you were by my side. When I look back on that part of my life, I don't see the hurt, the pain, the anguish, I see you smiling, reassuring, holding my hand, and comfortingly saying, "you'll be okay." That's when I knew you were my forever friend.
Through ups and downs in our lives, the one thing that has remained consistent is you. Your friendship never wavering, your love-ever present.
We speak of our love for our families, but I want you to know, you, doll, are as much my family than if I had made you with my own blood. You speak of how I give, but what you'll never understand, is you gave me the greatest gift of all, you've given me you.
Nothing but love,
Stace
I want to believe that all will be okay...I want to believe that this will stop eventually....I want to believe in a future....I want to believe that in the end, I won't be this person that I loath...this person who finds comfort in self-pity. I want perspective, I'm starving for it...I'm here, open and willing to trust. I want to stop the pain that surrounds me, but I'm helpless to help. I want people to see that I'm a good person. I seem to want far too much...I want to see myself through her eyes again. Someone who allows me to be the person I am, with celebration and not apology.
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You are in my thoughts.
Please take care...