The vision of so long ago...night after night...the song burned into her brain. The music...soft piano transcending into a driving guitar that rattles her heart. Everytime she hears that song it would take me back to that moment...
Until today.
Today, her dreams are different. And as much as the past tries to claw it's way back, the words...the melody...that power-note is now attached to...
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Until today.
Today, her dreams are different. And as much as the past tries to claw it's way back, the words...the melody...that power-note is now attached to...
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My Sweet,
A decade ago, there you were. At a moment of pure happiness. Our bond was built on laughs and good times, a combination of goodness and greatness. You always say it was me that taught you, but it was you who taught me. About a person I wanted to feel, touch, experience. A friendship and love built on happiness is easy, but when...
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A decade ago, there you were. At a moment of pure happiness. Our bond was built on laughs and good times, a combination of goodness and greatness. You always say it was me that taught you, but it was you who taught me. About a person I wanted to feel, touch, experience. A friendship and love built on happiness is easy, but when...
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cybele:
You are a remarkable person, honey -- full of goodness and sincerity. It is apparent to all who know you.
You are in my thoughts.
Please take care...
You are in my thoughts.
Please take care...
I miss her.
There was this level of understanding that we shared, that I need right now. I need to ask...if she knew him now, would she change her mind? Would she offer words that would make me understand being discarded? Would she explain? Explain rejection, and how even though I'm not "suppose" to feel it, it's still there. Would she reassure? Reassure that no...
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There was this level of understanding that we shared, that I need right now. I need to ask...if she knew him now, would she change her mind? Would she offer words that would make me understand being discarded? Would she explain? Explain rejection, and how even though I'm not "suppose" to feel it, it's still there. Would she reassure? Reassure that no...
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hoocha:
Ohhh, Miss Josie. I wish that I knew you better. Someday I hope that I can see through the fog.
I truly hope that you can make a trip down to the beach and we can get to know each other over a couple of beers. You need a vacation. And no matter what, when we do see each other, I'm going to give you the biggest hug that you've ever had in your life.
Please hang in there. I'm thinking of you.
I truly hope that you can make a trip down to the beach and we can get to know each other over a couple of beers. You need a vacation. And no matter what, when we do see each other, I'm going to give you the biggest hug that you've ever had in your life.
Please hang in there. I'm thinking of you.
jerry031:
I'm so, so sorry...
Thelma searching for Louise.
Convertible and cliff included.
Apply within.
Convertible and cliff included.
Apply within.
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cybele:
How 'bout we skip the convertible and the cliff and fly to Cabo instead???? (Maybe we could pick up a young cop or two along the way.) 
Hang in there, sweet thing. You are strength and beauty and courage INCARNATE.
I ya.
Hang in there, sweet thing. You are strength and beauty and courage INCARNATE.
I
ya.
catiedid:
are you in the mood for a phone call?
...and the heart beats on.
One week and one day of treatment left...on this round. I pause to add..."on this round" because I would like to believe this is the end. This run has really taken it's toll, and has forced the question, just how resilient is this body of mine. Pushing it to run that last mile in 90 degree heat and humidity...
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One week and one day of treatment left...on this round. I pause to add..."on this round" because I would like to believe this is the end. This run has really taken it's toll, and has forced the question, just how resilient is this body of mine. Pushing it to run that last mile in 90 degree heat and humidity...
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gingergayle:
i can't lose you, please tell me it's going to be okay.
catiedid:
BLAH!!!!
GOOD MORNING MS JOSEPHENE!!!!!! How are you feeling this morning? I'm tired...I stayed up too late last night talking to this hot chick on the phone
really, are you okay? i see the above exchange...i will refrain from putting in my two cents. WOW, not too often i show restraint.
the beach is beautiful this morning. calm. very calm. just like me *giggle* NOT!!! so, beach this morning...the rest of the day, who knows, it's my last day before heading back to reality....but also, perhaps, a trip west *giggle* damn, i'm gonna jinx it.
GOOD MORNING MS JOSEPHENE!!!!!! How are you feeling this morning? I'm tired...I stayed up too late last night talking to this hot chick on the phone
really, are you okay? i see the above exchange...i will refrain from putting in my two cents. WOW, not too often i show restraint.
the beach is beautiful this morning. calm. very calm. just like me *giggle* NOT!!! so, beach this morning...the rest of the day, who knows, it's my last day before heading back to reality....but also, perhaps, a trip west *giggle* damn, i'm gonna jinx it.
I would have happily schlepped the 'alarm clock gods' for a bit more sleep this morning...Or maybe just an excuse to not come back into work.
Yesterday, the girl came out of me when I was attacked by the live-in Nazi that has invaded our radio station. A dictator that pushed the wrong buttons brought out the hurt feelings and devastation...two emotions that don't belong...
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Yesterday, the girl came out of me when I was attacked by the live-in Nazi that has invaded our radio station. A dictator that pushed the wrong buttons brought out the hurt feelings and devastation...two emotions that don't belong...
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hoocha:
I miss....miss...miss you!
You...weak??? You're one of the strongest people I've met.
Keep your head up!
tongue
LOL
[Edited on Jul 07, 2005 10:10PM]
[Edited on Jul 07, 2005 10:13PM]
You...weak??? You're one of the strongest people I've met.
Keep your head up!
tongue
LOL
[Edited on Jul 07, 2005 10:10PM]
[Edited on Jul 07, 2005 10:13PM]
catiedid:
^^^^ 
she tongued you!!! *jealous*
hey honey, if you are up, call me, i don't want to call and take the chance of waking you.
she tongued you!!! *jealous*
hey honey, if you are up, call me, i don't want to call and take the chance of waking you.
Ahhh...hello insomnia...
nice to see you again.
nice to see you again.
catiedid:
i'm awake, you can call me if you'd like
i want to be your hand delivery supplier
i want to be your hand delivery supplier
dr_ew:
Have you ever heard of Regina Spektor? I think you might dig her, but I'm not sure she'll make your cell phone ring kick ass.
This morning when I opened my refrigerator, I laughed out loud. The noise startled me. It could be that in the silence of 4:30 a.m....laughter appears ironic and massively out of place. It could be the fact the the instant the sound came out of my mouth, I couldn't remember the last time I heard it...but more likely than not...it was the source of this...
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jerry031:
Nobody supplies you with Crystal Light but me. How's that for possessive?
*GYFS*
*GYFS* 
grizz3rd:
Just stopping by to say HI and I wish you well 
Oh goddess of the airwaves
Oh goddess of the airwaves"I'm Still Here"
I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
Cities grow
Rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But...
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I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
Cities grow
Rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But...
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supernovice:
4-day weekends are kewl....
acidevangelist:
Have a good weekend, my dear.
Last night, in my attempt to relax, I slipped into a warm bath...bubbles, candles...I take my baths very very seriously. It did the trick too. My muscles had released their hold on my body and my mind had released it's hold on the day. I was standing on my plushy bathroom rug, drying my hair...and...
BOOM-BOOM-BOOM!!!
Someone was not just KNOCKING at my door...they appeared...
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It did the trick too. My muscles had released their hold on my body and my mind had released it's hold on the day. I was standing on my plushy bathroom rug, drying my hair...and...
BOOM-BOOM-BOOM!!!
Someone was not just KNOCKING at my door...they appeared...
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catiedid:
good morning honey!
i'm sorry i didn't call you last night, blame it on Remyx, the slacker didn't get to Vinos until 10 and I didn't want to take the chance of waking you.
did you go into work at usual time today or early? did you tell "you know who" to shove it up his ass? ohhh maybe you should do it one the air....ummm, maybe that would get youfired, bad idea...
sorry rambling this morning...i need to start packing.
i'm sorry i didn't call you last night, blame it on Remyx, the slacker didn't get to Vinos until 10 and I didn't want to take the chance of waking you.
did you go into work at usual time today or early? did you tell "you know who" to shove it up his ass? ohhh maybe you should do it one the air....ummm, maybe that would get youfired, bad idea...
sorry rambling this morning...i need to start packing.
grizz3rd:
Have a great weekend and a happy 4th
This morning, my phone rang at 12:05...I didn't bother turning on the light to see the caller ID, I just answered. It was my cousin Bridgitte, and my act of answering the phone prompted her into a medley of birthday songs...to herself. Seriously, this went on for like a few minutes....and just when I thought she was done, she would start back up...I ended up...
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todd31:
well I hope everything gets put into perspective for you and becomes clear too thats always important. you have got to see things clearly in life
catiedid:
just got off the phone with my mom 
it's gonna be a rough week
it's gonna be a rough week Last night I had the strangest dream...
I was at work (side-bar...I told my boss I was dreaming about work, and he said, I might be needing a vacation. I think I agree)...anyway, at work...sitting in the studio. It's like mission control in there. Four computers surround me and a board, phones, CD players...tons of CD's and a TV. Well, the TV is USUALLY set...
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I was at work (side-bar...I told my boss I was dreaming about work, and he said, I might be needing a vacation. I think I agree)...anyway, at work...sitting in the studio. It's like mission control in there. Four computers surround me and a board, phones, CD players...tons of CD's and a TV. Well, the TV is USUALLY set...
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taoshen:
Thanks for the insight ... definitely something I will consider.
Glad I could start your thought processes going
Glad I could start your thought processes going
catiedid:
good morning honey! i'm headed off to the gym soon and then a birthday party with my boy.
i hope your having a good morning.
i hope your having a good morning.
Changed my test to the 30 of this month and I just realized that is the day before your birthday...
the weekend is so-so---girls and rain...
BIG HUG