Love my new job. Working at whole foods good pay great benefits. Still looking for love but i've been talking to this guy online and he lives a few miles away so i'm hopeful.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need help with my myspace account. About a month ago i changed me email address and when i tried to update my myspace i could no longer log on. i sent them a salute and they said that my account was working but i still can't log on. Can anyone help me please???
-jon

i really hate to do this because i know that this is not the right forum for this but it is the only one i have right now so here it goes. Six months ago i spent a week and a half in a mental hospital. The reason that i'm bringing it up now is that i am afraid that i am going to have to go back soon. There hasn't been a specific incident to "set me off" but sure as shit its happening. i don't know if my meds are failing or what but i feel like i'm watching a train wreck and can't stop it. i'm not suicidal for the simple reason that i am too despondent to even have those feelings. Thanks for listening
-bitch

Hi every one!!! So things have not been going to well for me the past couple of weeks. From March 26 to April 4 i was in Shepard-Pratt mental hospital. It was because i tried to commit suicide again and my shrink thought i needed to be in a safe environment. It helped because for the time being i am no longer suicidal. The down side is i don't like feeling better so i am afraid that i will stop taking my meds soon. Thanks for reading
-bitchboy

Okay i feel kinda stupid but for some reason i can't subscribe to the podcast. i have the most up to date version of itunes 7.5 and i have a brand new 80gig ipod classic but for some reason it wont play any of the videos, even on itunes what gives?

Hi Guys! i finally saw the new movie Juno, staring Ellen Page (X-men 3, Hard Candy) and Michael Cerra (Superbad, and t.v.s Arrested Development) and it was amazing, i am a movie fiend i go to at least one movie a week and i have to say this one goes on my top ten list of all time. Ellen Page was brilliant i totally believed her entire performance she was totally BRILIANT. For me it was her energy, she had the same amount of energy in Hard Candy but it was different because it was such a different role. In that role she played a girl getting revenge on a sexual preditor. ANd of course in Juno she played a teenager dealing with being pregnant. It's not only her energy its her delivery; for me that makes her characters more believable. What do ya'll think? Any way i don't update this blog much and the reason i bring that up is because i want to reiterate how much i loved that movie!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-bitch

Hey every one!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just wanted to say that when i joined this site i did so so i could look at pics of naked women. But over the past few years i have grown to respect the people on this site for more then their awesome tats. The past couple of months i have been joining groups left and right, some of them were for fun like the xbox group and some were serious like the depression group and the one for suicide survivors. i'm really glad that these groups exist, they are so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love always,
bitch

Hi every one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :p Just wanted to let you know whats been going on recently in all things bitch. First, i had a "meeting" with a woman on Saturday morning, it was more like breakfast. She is the curator of a glass museum in Wisconsin. i don't really have any desire to move to America's Dairy land, although i am sure that there's nothing wrong with the state. It's just as well because she does not have any positions open right now but she said she would pass my name along to people she knows. She also took the time to comment on my knowledge of history and it's implications. Considering this woman has curated multiple museums and holds a double doctorate i'll take that compliment any day of the week and twice on Sundays. i've also been talking to this awesome guy in Tulsa. We found each other on outpersonals.com and i am excited to report that after a couple of conversations i am beginning to think that he may be, "the one." How cool is that? Anyway that's whats up with me.
Love always,
bitch

Too open? i don't think so, Tonight i joined two groups, and am patiently waiting on a third, dealing with sexuality. The only hesitation that i have is that i am doing this not on a personal level but because i want to be welcomed. i don't think that's the right word but its the sentiment i am going for. let me make this clear i am not a glory hound or a person that feels needed, i'm not. i just wanted to post this because i wanted to put it out there. i know that sounds stupid but its the truth.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am such a DORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last night i changed my aim screen name and i wanted to make it about the music i like and one of my fav bands is the Wreckers so i made that my screen name but i wanted to make it cool so i used a little alliteration but that doesn't mean i'm not a dork which i am. :p