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Had a dream last night...I was so tongueing for a smoke that I went out and bought a pouch of tobacco, came home and decided not to have one!!

Have I turned a corner

or was it just a weird dream surreal
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phoenixgirl:
are you trying to quit?...if so good for yu, its hard, but i bet you can do it. kiss
aaronsrod:
it's funny I have not smoked for over a year but I still smoke i my dreams, whats with that huh. I'm thinking that subconscious corner may have been turned on this one.
Keep the faith.
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I haven't posted for a while - but that's really because fuck all of interest has been happening lol.

Boring old fart doing what he does best wink
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steven:
I make the effort from time to time wink
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Every time I think I know where I am headed with my art - it fucks around with me and heads off on another tangent tongue

Have posted some of the images I have been working on lately. for the most part, they are like small "colour studies" but complete in themselves. The exception is the one that appears on 15 small panels (depression 2) which...
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morgannahh:
hey thanks for the kind message...kiss...

i know the vodka thing isnt too healthy but it is good to self medicate from time to time....I know i need to get active, just hard to want to be around people. The lovely sg friends i have here have been amazing, better than my family actually so i'm grateful for them......
phoenixgirl:
those eyes i drew were from national geographic they were the girl that they took a pic of years ago thatwas famous then they found her again.
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Have been soooooo tonguing for a smoke these last couple of days frown

All of a sudden, really miss it.

Weird.
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dhd_no_pants:
I envy you your ability to quit.
tourniquetsmiles:
I think ive managed to get my girlfriend to quit are you using patches or anything they do help but cost a bit.
36CF (36 crazyfists) hardcore band ive been waiting for years to see are finally coming to Aus
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unsub:
Thank you and you are right.!
aaronsrod:
hey thanks for your feed back mate, I am right into grave yard humor and also find a good coping mechanism in such events.

cheers biggrin

stay safe on the shiny new red toy
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6 weeks - new territory for me.

Still feeling very very good - putting on a couple of kilos ( but on holidays anyway whatever )

I guessing it will be easier to drop a couple of kilos later than try and give up the smokes again. That's my opinion and i'm sticking to it
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unsub:
You are doing great...you should be proud of yourself...I should have thought of Ebay...thanks
unsub:
yeh, I use my GPS...and I am pretty good with it. I have not been able to fin al lthe cache's I have sent out to find. It has been frustrating to find the spot and then look all over the woods, in the trees and in logs and find nothing. I thought maybe I was doing was something wrong. It is still always a fun adventure...it is just more fun when you actually find something.
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Nearly up to 5 weeks off the smokes (again) tongue

Been here twice before - fell over on this day, on one occasion and lasted it out another week the other time. I feel in my heart that I am good to go this time. I have been off the patches for 2 1/2 - 3 weeks - kept forgetting to put one on smile and while...
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aaronsrod:
the laser/radar det was about $1100.00 and your right the laser detector on it's own will only be letting you know that you have been caught unless you also use a product called VEIL which is an Anti Laser Stealth Coating that I brought back from the U.S. very cool stuff. I am also fitting BLINDER M40-X Treme laser jamer, and number plate protectors, just for the hell of it haha.

cheers 59265
aaronsrod:
yep new you would get it and yes I guess they don't make any sense otherwise that being the point of pi haha, then again some day some kid will look at pi and the lights are gunna come on and he'll go duh and discover the meaning to life/eternal life and everything, I am just bummed that it wasn't me, but hey the search continues wink
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Had a really really shit day at work on Thursday - and came out of it NOT wanting a smoke. I am pretty fucking stoked with myself smile

Just saw Pinks new vid clip - is she looking more and more like she should be a SG smile Damn that girl is hot .....nearly as hot as our aussie SG's love
tez:
*does the no more limbo dance* biggrin biggrin biggrin

The numbers of Aussie SG's is increasing so quickly! It's fucking awesome biggrin
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3 weeks tomorrow and still going strong smile Means I've been a non smoker for 8 out of the last 10 weeks - DAMN those weak 2 weeks lol.

What I have done different this time is exercise - walking/jogging every afternoon and dusted off some old exercise equipment - like a weights set up, but uses your bodyweight for the resistance. As a result, I...
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aaronsrod:
I loved getting all the cool mensa books, quizzes and stuff, but other than that I have only ever been to a couple of meetings, because I don't like being the dumbest bastard in the room, I only just got in at 137 and at my first meeting I played chess with a 12yo boy and was soundly thrashed six times which was all my ego could take, I had always rated myself as a player up until then too, having won a number of tournaments at school when I was a kid, well because of mensa I haven't played since haha, I mean this kid was thinking up to 5 moves ahead and seemingly covering all possible scenarios, I mean I can plan a game but to cover every move that far ahead, fuck! we even played one game without using a board just by memory and that ended up sending me fucking nuts as well haha and I thought that my being able use Fibonacci numbers to calculate Pi to 132 decimal places (at which point I got bored) or processing a room or remembering peoples names and every phone number that I have had since I was 5yo was a cool trick. All mensa did for me is lower my self esteem haha

I don't like this new SG format at all, bring back the old I say and don't fuck with what aint broke

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Hmmm new look SG. It all has pluses and minuses. Biggest minuses are the colour scheme - sooo insippid - like they dare not commit to any particular colour. Would rather be able to scroll down to read my visitors comments, not wait for another [albeit sloooooow] page to load up.

Will add, as I go along smile
tez:
Yeaaaaaah he's not such a bad pup. I think he's more inquisitive.

You should see him with the little fluff ball puppies.. he plays so gentle! Its adorable!
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Took real close note of my body's reactions to smoking again. Back pain returned within 2 days. Insomnia - 3 days. Lethargy - almost immediately.

Something is telling me that maybe, just maybe, smoking isn't too good for me!????

Threw 'em away again on Monday night last and so far so good.

The back pain and insomnia alone are enough to remind me that I...
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phantasy:
wow, well done. As a reformed smoker I can tell you that it gets easier, just remember that the cravings only last a few seconds. Take it one day at a time and just try to understand fully that each craving will come and go away and in time will lessen.

Having the cravings won't kill you. Each one is just moving further towards not feeling them at all! So think of each one as a kind of conquest.

Also, change old habits, like if you used to smoke in the morning and read the paper and have a coffee, find a new routine. Have bacon and eggs on toast or something!

Best of luck!
brhood:
Thanks for the birthday wishes buddy!

You would be surprised how many people actually think Machu Picchu is a japanese anim character! biggrin

bxx
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Wheels fell off yesterday...after wanting a smoke - really really wanting a smoke for the last week, I caved in and bought a pouch frown

Haven't given up giving up...just taking a break and sorting out some new strategies.

There MUST be a way to beat this fucking thing.
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siara:
oh no!! frown .. don't give up giving up though!!! lol .. have you tried going on those patches??? ... apparently they work well..!!
Good luck with it!!
kiss
tez:
They're so retro! I love them biggrin