Curses! I do believe I've done it again. I have thrown myself carelessly into the harsh pits of despair. I wallow in my descent, plunging toward a bottom I hope not to dash myself upon.
It isn't school, no, -that- I have well in hand. The insurmountable obstacle I might have once envisioned it has quickly crumbled to reality's easy truths. School is easy, so long as you don't squander like I did so very often in high school.
Monetary woes? Perhaps. I'm still in a state of argument with Ohio as the WHEN exactly I began going to class. I know the right date, the school knows. If only Ohio would finally agree with me I might have some money again.
Perhaps its this sneaking cold creeping up on me. Where the hell did it come from?
Or its a matter of the heart. I'm in love with two women. One is six hours away, living with her husband in happily wedded bliss. The other is only a few minutes away, living with her boyfriend who is this amazing guy, and she deserves all that he gives her and more.
I know right? I know how to pick 'em. Its like I purposely try to find ways to break my own heart. Damn me for wanting more. Its so selfish I could kick myself.
I think I need a nap. Might feel better. Might be thinking clearer.
-JC
It isn't school, no, -that- I have well in hand. The insurmountable obstacle I might have once envisioned it has quickly crumbled to reality's easy truths. School is easy, so long as you don't squander like I did so very often in high school.
Monetary woes? Perhaps. I'm still in a state of argument with Ohio as the WHEN exactly I began going to class. I know the right date, the school knows. If only Ohio would finally agree with me I might have some money again.
Perhaps its this sneaking cold creeping up on me. Where the hell did it come from?
Or its a matter of the heart. I'm in love with two women. One is six hours away, living with her husband in happily wedded bliss. The other is only a few minutes away, living with her boyfriend who is this amazing guy, and she deserves all that he gives her and more.
I know right? I know how to pick 'em. Its like I purposely try to find ways to break my own heart. Damn me for wanting more. Its so selfish I could kick myself.
I think I need a nap. Might feel better. Might be thinking clearer.
-JC
But i sorta kinda maybe know what you mean. You have a lot of stuff to think about right now. How do you prioritise? That's half the problem for me.
But hey, you got school beat, so progress is being made...
Enjoy your nap, good idea.