age: 21 (Dec 27, 1991)
MEMBER SINCE: February 2010
occupation: Barista!
sign: I am a Capricorn, Born in the Year of the Goat according the
crush: John Rys Meyers, Scarlett Johansen
i lost my virginity: Far too young to appreciate what it meant.
heroes: My Mom for the obvious reasoning of being my Mom Also, one of my greatest friends, Blythe McPletl. She has recently passed on, early and unexpectedly. Her compassion and amazing capacity fo
into: Hmm... Sadism with a good splash of masochism. I like the sight and taste of blood, usually my own. Exploration in just about any sense of the word. Role Playing.(including 'rape') Role reversal ;) Bondage (not sure how hard core yet) Naughty photo taking/ modeling I would like to film at some point.
gets me hot: It's circumstantial to the relationship and surroundings, but in general confidence always does something naughty to me. I love it in both men and women. So grab me, pinch me, lick me, suck and kiss me, tease me, fuck me, let me watch, tell me how great I am, tell me how dirty/naughty.slutty I am, make a video, or make love to me. If it's heartfelt the sensuality is all the drive my EVERYTHING needs.
body mods: I've got my ears gauged, two holes in each, but no bigger than a 6. I have my navel pierced, too. Working out a back piece for scarification and inking. UPDATE: I have nipple piercings : )
fantasy: At this point I would love to explore my kink and fetish boundaries It's a big, bad world out there, and I want to see what it has to offer. It would appear my fantasy is to explore, and indulge into the mysteries of my own sexual identity.
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First off, I'll say that it has been far too ling since I've been apart of this lovely community! I've missed looking at pics and reading posts as well as being part of discussions with in the groups. You are all wonderful and I really have missed being online.
This next part is where I might rant...
In the past year or so I have undergone a few changes, most of them good, some are iffy, and I regret nothing. I have a lovely beau that treats me well and spanks me often! I have gotten my nipples pierced, I have gotten scarification on my back, moved out of my first apartment, into my mom's, then back out into the world... I am attending my first semester at college, I have had two of three friends die in the past couple of months, and two jobs that make me red in the face, two jobs that I love- both were/are working with children. I have lost some friends, met some good people, and have survived each 'crisis' thus far.
I might get fired from my day job today, but it sucks anyway.
I want to live life, and mean it. I don't want to be stuck in a job or a place that makes me feel mindless or feeble or like I've lost all dignity.
So if I lose the job, well, que cera, cera! I will not be bogged down by those too bored to do anything but try and accumulate 'power' though talking down to others.
I hope you all are living life, and trying to understand what that really means. I know I am trying to, at least.
Ciao,
Me <3