It's the sixteenth of November, 2012. I have a little over a hundred days left in Okinawa. It feels like an eternity, and it feels like a heartbeat away. I have spent just short of three years on this island, and there have been plenty of good times. There have also been more than a fair share of rough times. I turn twenty-five next month and I'm no closer to getting what I want than I was three years ago. I've hit lows that make the lows I had before look like decent days in comparison. I finally worked up the courage to go get counseling, and I'm hoping that it helps me fix what is wrong with me.

Nobody will read this, but wish me luck, anyways.

It's the sixteenth of November, 2012. I have a little over a hundred days left in Okinawa. It feels like an eternity, and it feels like a heartbeat away. I have spent just short of three years on this island, and there have been plenty of good times. There have also been more than a fair share of rough times. I turn twenty-five next month and I'm no closer to getting what I want than I was three years ago. I've hit lows that make the lows I had before look like decent days in comparison. I finally worked up the courage to go get counseling, and I'm hoping that it helps me fix what is wrong with me.

Nobody will read this, but wish me luck, anyways.