I'm back. A lot has changed since September. I visited friends in New York which brought back into mind Pratt Institute. So I applied and am going to start in the fall. So now I'm in the process of selling all my stuff (Anybody want to buy some furniture, let me know.) getting through my last semester at my my current school, and craming as much "quality time" with my friends before I leave. I'm really looking forward to this move. I've felt like a Change was needed for quite some time but wasn't sure how or what to change.

So I havn't been very active on this here site for a couple months now and my finnances are extreamly tight so I must cut my expenses. In other words I will be on hiatus until further notice. Anyone who wishes to keep in touch should forward their e-mail to me.

stay ready, rock steady

My finnals are officialy over, and the chronic tension in my jaw and annoying eye twich is already disipating. Not sure what to do with myself. I think I'll clean my studio and feed my .

well only 60 hours left till I'm done with finals. I'm gonna be so cracked out by the time this is over.

So today I just about had a panic attack. school is done in two weeks and Im about a week behind on my finnal drawings, 4 total to be exact. still havent finnished the first one. so after lulling in a depraved sense of dispair mixed with stabs of denial, I finnally mannaged to slap myself out of it.

the panic left, and lucididty and determination took its place. the adrenaline was stil there, and I got my shit together in time for class, which was productive & helpfull. I know now what I have known for some time now: "fear is the mind killer"

so long story short I probably wont be on here for the next two weeks so I can actually pull all the irons out of the fire in time. see everyone in a fortnight

last nght I went to a show at bottom of the hill. the Good Life was hedlining, & I have to say what a let down. actually they sucked. cursive is such a better band. compleatly uninspired, and get this, Tim Kasher (the lead singer) actually fishes for his own encore! what a tool. On the bright side one of the bands that opened for them was Bella Lea, a spin-off band of Denali, and they rocked it. they should of headlined that show.

So... I just watched "I heart huckabees" and it was off the plane (of exisistance)! I knew it was gonna be good just from the casting. I mean no studio exec came up with this odd ball group of character actors. I don't want ot spoil it for anyone (and I won't) so I'll just say this: this movie stradels the line of sillyness and zellous dicotomy never yeilding one to the other. Its like Vonnegut, meets Robbins, meets Monty Python, meets um.... PT Anderson or some shit! BOO--YAH--KA!!!

What a splendid day! I think I'm finnally out of my winter hybernation- bout time since it's practically summer. when my alarm clock whent off I didn't even hit the snooze button. that hasn't happened since fall semester. I really gotta figure out a way to avoid that self inulgent, self destructive apathy. for now though, I'm glad to be on the the up stroke of this high and majestic wave. the view is fucking amazing.

I just got back from the Q and not U show... It Rocked! It was even better than when I saw them in october. Bigger club and the fact they weren't playing two shows in one day were probably key factors. anyhow If you have the means, I highly recomend picking them up (their show & albums).