So I'm really starting to question seriously whether I should bother with drug usage at all. After recently having smoked weed-that I got from a trusted friend-which was apparently laced with speed or meth, I'm wondering if the merits of being high on occassion are outweighed by the merits of being safe and not creating holes in my brain.
The question, of course, extends also to drugs of the medicinal order. I'm on Strattera for ADD right now, but I can feel it working on my body, which is not very comforting; my thoughts become more focused, but I can feel the drug working, and it hurts. I've also been on antidepressants, and ambien for insomnia as well, and frankly everything seems to have a downside. I don't like the drugs, but they let me function.
The question, of course, extends also to drugs of the medicinal order. I'm on Strattera for ADD right now, but I can feel it working on my body, which is not very comforting; my thoughts become more focused, but I can feel the drug working, and it hurts. I've also been on antidepressants, and ambien for insomnia as well, and frankly everything seems to have a downside. I don't like the drugs, but they let me function.
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stitches_u_up:
Drugs..what a difficult issue. for me it was a real challenge. I played with alot of them for a while, now i find that my best friend is a crown and coke to take the edge off, an occasional puff of stuff that my friends try first, or hitting up the docs for a script for some vicodin with a beer chaser. On the whole I have given up regular drug use, stopped my ADD meds, the made me feel so off that i would wanna almost shake apart. found that antidepressants were really just too numbing and over all even if i was feeling bad i still preferred feeling over not. Anyways good luck with your struggle in this arena.
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oh and btw, loved Naked lunch, great film.