I haven't posted much lately. I guess i've just been really busy. Nothing really interesting happened. Still having trouble on the girl front. I meet nice girls, but there is always something that makes me not like the girls I meet. Maybe I've just been too picky, or the fact that I'm sub-conscienly sabotaging myself. I've thought alot about that lately. I guess I'm fine being alone. More money for records, right? Speaking of which, I picked up some new stuff.











I also haven't been active on the site. I really don't know why. How have ya'll been as of late? Oh, and I joined twitter. add me!

Things haven't been going too well. It's just the usual stuff, Loneliness, being broke, tired,sad, etc. I'm sure it will pass in time. Plus my internets were acting all crazy. It just seems like all this stuff comes at the wrong time. A lot of people have "bad days". I don't have those, I have bad weeks. It's weird.

BUT! Some good has happened this week. I found out there was a record store like 10 miles from me. See, for me to get records I have to go to Good Records in downtown Dallas, or order them online. This place was AMAZING. I could only afford 3 records. I know I shouldn't of spent that money, but it made me happier. I'm the worst with impulse pictures. Here is what I got, and there is a lot more records I want to go get next week, or after I get caught up with bills.







Next week I'm going to pick up The Bronx, Band of Horses, Andrew Jackson Jihad, and A couple others I can't remember, but were amazing.

I honestly need a new screen name. This one is like an old inside joke from this cool old guy at the bar I used to work out. Now it's just silly. All I can think of is smccown13, which is pretty much my email and ebay screen name.

I can't wait till I'm off probation. Not that I really really miss drinking, but I just want to be able to drink without getting in super trouble. It's not illegal to grab a beer after work or have one or twelve rum and cokes. Plus I won't have to give the state all my money or pretend that I'm going to AA.

Oh, and I bought a Shaq vinyl today. I'm normally pretty selective of what I buy, but this was too funny. I can't believe Rza and Method Man were on it. Great stuff. I also got Curtis Mayfield's "Superfly" sound track. I'm totally prepared the next time I make love.

You know...New Year's isn't that bad if you can't drink. Yes I just worked and went home and lazied out, but that's not bad all the time. Matter of fact I kind of enjoy it. I should probably start seeing my friends more..

I can't take my fucking headband off. I'm also not athletic whatsoever..




There has been a lot of talk about resolutions too. I'm really not into that thing, but I guess I have a few that I've needed to do for a while. Eating less and being a little more active. Nothing over the top, maybe some walking and jogging. I'm a little too chubby for my own good. I think that will help me out with my second "resolution" being girls. I should go on a date or two. I need to stop wallowing in the fact that girls don't like me. I know that chicks don't dig me, but I should at least try. Apparently I'm pretty sweet.

and who could resist my mustache?

Anyone want to come clean my apartment?

I will pay you by letting you clean my apartment.

There is also ice cream and sandwiches in it for you.

Oh yeah...greatest website ever..

http://www.hotchickswithdouchebags.com

Oh yeah...new uniforms at work too. Our old ones were WACK.



i like to think I look pretty fresh.

Turns out I'm not good at keeping a blog or any of that kind of stuff. Maybe I just feel that I'm not that interesting. Who knows...

Someone come hang out with me.

Seriously.

Well..no more Starbucks. It is such a relief. To never wake up at 4:15 ever again. To never have to do a deposit. To never have to deal with a line of people lining up out of the door. To never make a single frappucino again in my life. Never having to explain the difference between a latte and a cappuccino. No more stuck up people who think just because they spend money on coffee means they can act like Paris Hilton. So nice.

Edit: I will miss playing "WIll It Blend" though.

So it's my last week at Starbucks..exciting stuff. Lately I have been thinking about my first and last week with the company. I can remember loving my co-workers and being so excited to work there. I like the word exciting obviously.

Now I can't wait to get away from this damn place. Benefits or not. I rarely ever get sick so I think it will be ok. It's also going to be great now that I don't have to work early early....very early hours.

At my resturant we had to clean the bottoms of ALL the chairs. 4 years worth of dirt and crime. This hasn't been a very easy task.

I have also been burning cd's for a lot of people. I don't know why I love to do this so much.

Sometimes I get so excited when I get a new shirt I just wear it around the house. Pants or not.

Then I get it dirty and can't wear it the next day. Not like a little spot, like a big salsa blob.

That's how I roll.

Update-Funny story. I was at a stoplight and these cute kids in the back seat start waving at me. I don't hate children so I smile and wave back. The dad stink eyes me and rolls up all the windows. I'm not sure if it was the mustache or death metal. I just had to add that.