I'm baaaaacckk...
with a whole new appreciation for the pleasures of lucre.. Imagine being in a 'Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous' episode for 4 days straight. That was my trip to Vegas. My friend who sprang for the trip did it in style. I love Baccarat. Wish I had the means to play it more often.. I felt like a Bond girl, sitting at...
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with a whole new appreciation for the pleasures of lucre.. Imagine being in a 'Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous' episode for 4 days straight. That was my trip to Vegas. My friend who sprang for the trip did it in style. I love Baccarat. Wish I had the means to play it more often.. I felt like a Bond girl, sitting at...
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l_f:
Welcome back ! 
waldo_jeffers:
Welcome back Ms Money Penny!!
SOOooooo.. I'll be gone for a few days, leaving tomorrow morning..wish me luck at the slots and craps tables!
Some questions to ponder in the meantime..
Is it better to think the best of someone new and then be disappointed, or assume the worst and be pleasantly surprised?
When a spider spins a line down from your ceiling and then climbs up it again. where...
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Some questions to ponder in the meantime..
Is it better to think the best of someone new and then be disappointed, or assume the worst and be pleasantly surprised?
When a spider spins a line down from your ceiling and then climbs up it again. where...
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krys_____:
good luck in Vegas. Win lots of scratch.
I'll be in Ohio myself shooting a model. Wish me luck.
I'll be in Ohio myself shooting a model. Wish me luck.
sinope:
I wanna come play charlies angels with you 
Is it better to think the best of someone new and then be disappointed, or assume the worst and be pleasantly surprised?
I'm generally warey in real life.....so I often get pleasently suprised
When a spider spins a line down from your ceiling and then climbs up it again. where does that long spun-out line go? Does it retract? Do they eat it? Wrap it around thier belly like some kinky bondage trick?
Its a magic trick!
Walking down street, you find an envelope with $20,000 in it. Theres an address on the envelope, but the address is that of a super-wealthy prestigious area. Do you keep the $ or turn it in?
Turn in the dollars....you never know they might give you a tip anyway!
loves ya
xx
Is it better to think the best of someone new and then be disappointed, or assume the worst and be pleasantly surprised?
I'm generally warey in real life.....so I often get pleasently suprised
When a spider spins a line down from your ceiling and then climbs up it again. where does that long spun-out line go? Does it retract? Do they eat it? Wrap it around thier belly like some kinky bondage trick?
Its a magic trick!
Walking down street, you find an envelope with $20,000 in it. Theres an address on the envelope, but the address is that of a super-wealthy prestigious area. Do you keep the $ or turn it in?
Turn in the dollars....you never know they might give you a tip anyway!
loves ya
xx
Its a night of nostalgia..
In the course of going through one of my trunks of stuff.. discovered letters from people, some of which who I expect are now dead. People who I had a lovely time with 12 years ago doing piercing/pain rituals with down at a mining camp in California.. I snooped around online and discovered that there are at least 2 people...
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In the course of going through one of my trunks of stuff.. discovered letters from people, some of which who I expect are now dead. People who I had a lovely time with 12 years ago doing piercing/pain rituals with down at a mining camp in California.. I snooped around online and discovered that there are at least 2 people...
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metatag:
- track em down. They will remember you.
- The best thing I every did was solving a tough puzzle in science. It felt awsome.
- I have no good answer for your last question, so I will say nothing. That way, you won't know...
- The best thing I every did was solving a tough puzzle in science. It felt awsome.
- I have no good answer for your last question, so I will say nothing. That way, you won't know...
eisdamme:
- I might track them down, depending. The "me" I used to be would search to rekindle *something* , in hopes of reclaiming what I once had. The me I am now would veer far, *far* away from contact, for fear of awkward situations, fear or rejection, or uncomfortable silence, and of being a shell of what I once was. So. I'm probably *not* the best on input.
Sometimes memories are best undisturbed, it's the only way they retain the qualities that *make* them so.
- The high of non-addiction, freedom, solitude, independence and relative sanity.
- Had them pretend to be someone else. (For the duration of the entire relationship.)
Sometimes memories are best undisturbed, it's the only way they retain the qualities that *make* them so.
- The high of non-addiction, freedom, solitude, independence and relative sanity.
- Had them pretend to be someone else. (For the duration of the entire relationship.)
Heh.. you know youre getting in holiday mode when your major decision occupying your thoughts is which spa treatment to book.. I just cant decide... Im getting a hot stone massage as well. omg I cant wait. Vegas countdown 5 days!
Not a whole helluva lot new.. I saw a photo in the newspaper today that I wanted to post for everyones viewing pleasure -...
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Not a whole helluva lot new.. I saw a photo in the newspaper today that I wanted to post for everyones viewing pleasure -...
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the_happy_pig:
Hey, just returning you message about brandings, I'm really interested in it, but as I said, would like to know more about it. Can you brand over a tattoo? If you check my pictures, you'll see what my tribal piece is like. I think it would be cool if I could get a branding over the tattoo, or over the pieces in the middle of the artwork (whicha have been left blank).
Am I being stupid, would branding not be intricate enough for that? Would it make hamburger out of my tattoo?
It's very hard to talk one on one to anyone around me about this, and feels a bit odd doing it in a journal!
Am I being stupid, would branding not be intricate enough for that? Would it make hamburger out of my tattoo?
It's very hard to talk one on one to anyone around me about this, and feels a bit odd doing it in a journal!
bluestreak:
dish: i cook a mean jambalaya.
hair: i used to have long long dreads. if i could get them back tomorrow i would but i cna't force myself through the mid-length phase.
potter: invisibility cloak. that would rock.
enjoy vegas.
hair: i used to have long long dreads. if i could get them back tomorrow i would but i cna't force myself through the mid-length phase.
potter: invisibility cloak. that would rock.
enjoy vegas.
Ok , this is going to sound a bit odd, but Ive got a nice glass of red beside me and I think it needs to be said..
Why are so many people who are so much younger than me on this website, so old-fashioned in thier views?
???huh? you ask...
Well, heres a small example. There was a thread about sugar daddies a while...
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Why are so many people who are so much younger than me on this website, so old-fashioned in thier views?
???huh? you ask...
Well, heres a small example. There was a thread about sugar daddies a while...
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venla:
Yep, it was shot right after I got my membersip in August. But I guess it was worht the waiting, now it's pretty strange to look at the summer when it's snowing here.
And thank you
And thank you
kundalini:
I'm with you.
Sex is what it is. If the kids on here don't get that then who does?
As long as you're happy and well adjusted, I say go for it. It's not a problem unless it hurts people. Anybody who wants to sit and pass judgement needs to carefully examine they house that he or she has built for himself before they start lobbing stones around in the dark...
Sex is what it is. If the kids on here don't get that then who does?
As long as you're happy and well adjusted, I say go for it. It's not a problem unless it hurts people. Anybody who wants to sit and pass judgement needs to carefully examine they house that he or she has built for himself before they start lobbing stones around in the dark...
Feeling stubborn and ornery. I dont even want to post a journal entry.
Does anyone else have that secret 'person with Tourette's syndrome' deep inside that makes you want to say all sorts of awful things to anyone and everyone for no other reason than just because? And its not personal or anything, its just a little demon imp in the mind that wants to...
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Does anyone else have that secret 'person with Tourette's syndrome' deep inside that makes you want to say all sorts of awful things to anyone and everyone for no other reason than just because? And its not personal or anything, its just a little demon imp in the mind that wants to...
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elwood409:
Hi! Nice to meet you! I went to BLW last year, probably going again this year. Fakir has a video that is out now. Dances Sacred And Profane. It is a redux of his old movie that he did. I will have a copy of it within the next couple weeks. We should get a group together for a screening!
elwood409:
Don't know him but if I hear of him I will let you know!!!
Ahh... I love quickies..
My poor guy is so spoiled rotten. I'm surprised he even manages to get his ass in to work sometimes, Im such a tease. He'd stay home and molest me nonstop if he could. Sigh...
I think that having Hexmas and all that crap over with helps, as does the fact that Im going on HOLIDAY and holy fucking fuck do...
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My poor guy is so spoiled rotten. I'm surprised he even manages to get his ass in to work sometimes, Im such a tease. He'd stay home and molest me nonstop if he could. Sigh...
I think that having Hexmas and all that crap over with helps, as does the fact that Im going on HOLIDAY and holy fucking fuck do...
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arbutus:
Yes, my students are convinced that I am the owner of at least one or two scent fetishes. 
Turpentine smells the best in a three-part medium: one part linseed, one part turp, one part damar.
In answer:
1. I like to roll around under the sheets, on the table, in the grass in a sweaty embrace as long as possible.
2. Small bottle of Trappist ale or glass of port.
3. I get to be one every time my son and I go for a hike, go to the park, make food...
In question:
Mushrooms? Foraging, Identifying, Collecting, Cooking, Eating, or some combination of the above?
Turpentine smells the best in a three-part medium: one part linseed, one part turp, one part damar.
In answer:
1. I like to roll around under the sheets, on the table, in the grass in a sweaty embrace as long as possible.
2. Small bottle of Trappist ale or glass of port.
3. I get to be one every time my son and I go for a hike, go to the park, make food...
In question:
Mushrooms? Foraging, Identifying, Collecting, Cooking, Eating, or some combination of the above?
a548456:
I liked your comment about soy-kibbles My mother in law's cat won't touch regular kibbles at the best of times, let alone soy ones
--What do YOU do after sex? Sleep? Vacuum the house? Play on your computer? Apologise??
Cuddle up then sleep.
--Whats your favourite late-night snack?
Processed cheese-slice and ready salted chips sandwich with a glass of ice cold pepsi
--In what way are you still a kid?
I still have the stuffed toy I was given for my 1st christmas (at 2 months old) and I suck my thumb (I don't smoke, so it's my equivalent)
My mother in law's cat won't touch regular kibbles at the best of times, let alone soy ones
--What do YOU do after sex? Sleep? Vacuum the house? Play on your computer? Apologise??
Cuddle up then sleep.
--Whats your favourite late-night snack?
Processed cheese-slice and ready salted chips sandwich with a glass of ice cold pepsi
--In what way are you still a kid?
I still have the stuffed toy I was given for my 1st christmas (at 2 months old) and I suck my thumb (I don't smoke, so it's my equivalent
)Hmm..
Just finished sucking on a huge sticky sweet chunk of sponge toffee and now my tongue feels like its been sandpapered. Sore yet oh so satisfied.
My god I sound like a cheap corner store Dirty Confessions mag. Now theres a new career direction..
So I'll be in Las Breakass from the 26th to the 29th. At the Bellagio I think. Never thought I'd...
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Just finished sucking on a huge sticky sweet chunk of sponge toffee and now my tongue feels like its been sandpapered. Sore yet oh so satisfied.
My god I sound like a cheap corner store Dirty Confessions mag. Now theres a new career direction..
So I'll be in Las Breakass from the 26th to the 29th. At the Bellagio I think. Never thought I'd...
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vore:
Medieval Baebes saw them live a few years ago...an experience much like a musical burlesque for my then young mind *sigh*...
Why is it all the nicest things can make you sore? Tis a cruel world..
Why is it all the nicest things can make you sore? Tis a cruel world..
vore:
Pain can intensify sweetness in all things but confectionary perhaps...Candied chilli peppers never really caught on much...I could be wrong.
What would you say to a Chateaux Neuf De Pape out of interest?
What would you say to a Chateaux Neuf De Pape out of interest?
Ahhh....its 2005.. Feels about the same.
I rang in the New Year with european porn, cheap champagne, leftover birthday cake and raunchy sex.
Oh, and a bit of standup comedy as well.
Wonder if thats any indication of what 2005 will be like..
How about you?
Mmm im tired and lazy this morning.. tell me something about yourself.. or if not about yourself, then some...
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I rang in the New Year with european porn, cheap champagne, leftover birthday cake and raunchy sex.
Oh, and a bit of standup comedy as well.
Wonder if thats any indication of what 2005 will be like..
How about you?
Mmm im tired and lazy this morning.. tell me something about yourself.. or if not about yourself, then some...
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surlyclown:
Sounds like a very positive indicator for 2005.
My New Years was spent sick and under the influence of NyQuil. Hope springs eternal that things will only get better.
As for something about me, it's lightning and thundering up a storm outside right now...and I think it's cool as heck.
My New Years was spent sick and under the influence of NyQuil. Hope springs eternal that things will only get better.
As for something about me, it's lightning and thundering up a storm outside right now...and I think it's cool as heck.
coolheart:
Just stumbled across your page. In the spring I'm supposed to be attending a Fakir ritual suspension. I've not met the man. Many have told me what a wonderful soul he is. I'm so looking forward to the experience.
Did he happen to be present at your Kavadi ritual?
Did he happen to be present at your Kavadi ritual?
OK everyone..
I just wanted to say thanks for all the Birthday wishes- it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside (agh! did I just say 'warm fuzzy'?) Heres hoping everyone has a safe and enjoyable New Years Eve and that your deepest most secret wish will come true in the coming year. I, for one, have these wishes on order:
1- That there will...
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I just wanted to say thanks for all the Birthday wishes- it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside (agh! did I just say 'warm fuzzy'?) Heres hoping everyone has a safe and enjoyable New Years Eve and that your deepest most secret wish will come true in the coming year. I, for one, have these wishes on order:
1- That there will...
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surlyclown:
I like your list. I can only imagine what number 3 is...I myself may be having one of mine come to fruition this year, so it is indeed something to look forward to.
1. As for the coming year, I'm starting with a new company and so success and heck, just a little wealth would be nice.
2. Don't have pets of my own, but my boss's new kitty that I'm cat sitting is pretty darn cute, even if he tries to climb you and impales you with his claws...he causes pain because he cares.
3. Hmm...how about new technology smell. Nothing like getting a new computer/stereo/dvd player out of the box and thinking...gosh...how the hell am I going to pay for this thing...I do it all the time.
1. As for the coming year, I'm starting with a new company and so success and heck, just a little wealth would be nice.
2. Don't have pets of my own, but my boss's new kitty that I'm cat sitting is pretty darn cute, even if he tries to climb you and impales you with his claws...he causes pain because he cares.
3. Hmm...how about new technology smell. Nothing like getting a new computer/stereo/dvd player out of the box and thinking...gosh...how the hell am I going to pay for this thing...I do it all the time.
noinfo:
Happy b-day, i know I'm a day late, but 
Have a happy new year.
Have a happy new year.
Ok who all here hates the medical establishment? Raise your hand Me! Me!
Sorry, but I'm very frustrated right now- Ive been experiencing an unusual pain for months, finally went to a doctor got a whole bunch of scans done. They cant find anything and proceed to make lame suggestions about PMS and suchlike. Fuck that! Try and tell me its all in my mind...
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Sorry, but I'm very frustrated right now- Ive been experiencing an unusual pain for months, finally went to a doctor got a whole bunch of scans done. They cant find anything and proceed to make lame suggestions about PMS and suchlike. Fuck that! Try and tell me its all in my mind...
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hellsforheroes:
If you need a drone, I will be it, please...pretty please
kriss:
your welcome!
KRISS
KRISS
Bleh... Ok Ive had enough. No more rich food, no more alkyhol, no more Crudmas. Can we get back to normal life now , k thx..
So Im supposed to be going to Vegas in Feb. What should I play? Where should I shop? Is there anywhere there that isnt totally over-the-top cheesy and contrived? Anyone know?
I was supposed to go to New Orleans...
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So Im supposed to be going to Vegas in Feb. What should I play? Where should I shop? Is there anywhere there that isnt totally over-the-top cheesy and contrived? Anyone know?
I was supposed to go to New Orleans...
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l_f:
Hey ! Didn't I just tell you a secret ? 
trebo:
How is the mischevious imp doing? Still feeling blah from the holiday? When is that mischevious imp going to come out and start an arousing debate on a topic of her choosing
Still feeling blah from the holiday? When is that mischevious imp going to come out and start an arousing debate on a topic of her choosing