hellcatjustine

fuck bedrest. fuck it up it's fucking ass.

I know I never actually use this to update, but even I was tired of looking at my big round belly, so update it shall be...


Fall 2005 Semester- OVER!!!

Of course, I only took two classes, I shouldn't be THAT proud, but I am. If my other instructor would post our fucking grades, I'd be a happy girl. I know I have at least...
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I'm back!!!!!!!!!

at least for a few months.

Many thanks to my favorite Mets fan. Now, on to the boobies!!!!

it's been real...

I decided to cancel this thing, not sure how long that will take. Seems silly to spend 9 dollars a month on it.

anyhow...

hellcat357@gmail.com, if you like.


adios

This past week has been like a strange dream that I can't wake up from.


Something awful happened, and while it wasn't my sadness, I still hurt for some of the people I care about dearly.

Midterms this week, and a feeling like I really wish I hadn't gone back to school this term. My head and my heart aren't really in it right now....
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time to put something happier here.


It's a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!


time for cake. and a nap.

My mom called me about 8:15. She said Baby was having a lot of trouble breathing, and that it was time.

I met her and Dr. Johnson out at the clinic shortly thereafter.


I stroked her fur and I talked to her. She knew she wasn't alone.

In the end, her blood pressure was too low for the injection to take in her paw, so...
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I should really update this thing more. I keep another journal elsewhere, and I've been cheating on this one.

It seems like the last few weeks have been almost surreal. Like I'm watching all these things happen but I can't do anything about it.
I guess that's pretty accurate actually. My hormones and my emotions are out of control lately.


Somewhere a butterfly flapped its...
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