monday- thence goes the application to the animal shelter.
i just came back from C.O.D's long awaited show!!! well, long awaited for me and all of the other old skool stockton scenesters. i am taking pics and will have them up soon on DancingYosarian's and my page. so...you will be able to see what we look like. nice.
i realized that i don't often answer...
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i just came back from C.O.D's long awaited show!!! well, long awaited for me and all of the other old skool stockton scenesters. i am taking pics and will have them up soon on DancingYosarian's and my page. so...you will be able to see what we look like. nice.
i realized that i don't often answer...
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eyeballkid:
Baby, you'd remember if we ever lived together. Heh.
evildesade:
Why don't you wander down here?
okay, disclaimer: this is not something i came up with. it is a tiny dylan thomas line-
time held me green and dying,
though i sang in my chains like the sea.
this is one of my favorite lines of poetry. it's from "fern hill"
i think i am going out to the bay today, maybe berkley or san fransisco. i need to get out...
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time held me green and dying,
though i sang in my chains like the sea.
this is one of my favorite lines of poetry. it's from "fern hill"
i think i am going out to the bay today, maybe berkley or san fransisco. i need to get out...
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onetruesephiroth:
you may like shy guys but i have found that most other women, in this town any way, do not.
userlame:
i've quit doing drugs. i just smoke weed and drink sometimes. ok i drink a lot. :\
never crushed on a cartoon.
never crushed on a cartoon.
tomorrow i am going down to the cat shelter in lodi to see if i could work there. it might be a sad job, but it will be a worthwhile job. i don't want to hate my current job. i just want to let it go and move on.
anyone who wants to hear a great story, go read amitabha's journal for today. why are...
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veganjihad:
go for it,, im rooting for you.... Working in shelters can really suck,, but its worth while... alot of times there is suffering that you can alieveiate, that otherwise would go on, un checked. unfortunitly this meens you might have to witness things you would rather not,,,, someone has to bare witness if horrible acts of abuse and exploitation are going to come to an end.
onetruesephiroth:
you know i am always amazed at how fundamentalists will try to poke and prod any evidence to fit their arguments and "prove" what is overall a belief. and that is what pisses me off about them most of all... that and they always talk about fearing "god" i fucking hate that
layyyybor day. it's aptly named.
i worked until my feet swelled selling shit to people who had the day off.
i am deciding to look for a new job. this one has served its purpose getting me over a financial lump and now it's going to go. no more soul caliber II
no more madden 04.
i am going to hit all of the used...
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i worked until my feet swelled selling shit to people who had the day off.
i am deciding to look for a new job. this one has served its purpose getting me over a financial lump and now it's going to go. no more soul caliber II
no more madden 04.
i am going to hit all of the used...
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asvetic:
being the generous creature I am, having money affords me the necessary means to give and give. That's just how I am.
Well, I wish you much luck on the book, despite the intrusions of school and such, atleast your mind numbing Video Game slinging job won't way you down.
what are you shooting for (final page count wise)? I'm sure you'll hit a flow any day now!
Well, I wish you much luck on the book, despite the intrusions of school and such, atleast your mind numbing Video Game slinging job won't way you down.
what are you shooting for (final page count wise)? I'm sure you'll hit a flow any day now!
asvetic:
yes, it appears that we are on at the exact same time, only I'm 3 hours ahead of you, so bend that one around for a moment.
International Time Zones are facinating.
International Time Zones are facinating.
hey
i got a little dwarf hamster. sammy's brother's hamster had babies (they didn't know it was pregnant) and thus, i end up with one. my apartment is a damn zoo.
it's name is dizzy. i gave it sort of a sexually ambiguious name.
i really like rasputina. i heard them for the first time the other day. almost 140 pages. it's going along. who...
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i got a little dwarf hamster. sammy's brother's hamster had babies (they didn't know it was pregnant) and thus, i end up with one. my apartment is a damn zoo.
it's name is dizzy. i gave it sort of a sexually ambiguious name.
i really like rasputina. i heard them for the first time the other day. almost 140 pages. it's going along. who...
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onetruesephiroth:
school is, unfortunately, always about a making your way to more dollars at the end. thats what people are always telling you so i guess it must be true... as for bieng in love, sure i was in love once... i also think a used book store would be so cool, there arent enough of those any more they just sorta seem to be dying out.
eyeballkid:
How many pets do you have?
Jonah sat on the quiet of his roof, smoking the last in his pack of Persephones and enjoying the ashy air, which hung all around him. He sat with his knees to his chest, but Lily Red dangled her own unknowable legs over the side of the building. He told her she was going to fall, but she just rolled her eyes at him and...
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ells:
I've been kinda busy. I'll keep in touch. I'll come back and read this ^^ later. I have to go now.
leningrad:
the rain and the smoke, the typewriter and the last bit about the bees remind me of a poem I wrote. I wonder where that poem went...
hey guys
i got a new tattoo over the weekend! it's a blue heart with a fountain pen through it, some pink flowers and a banner that says 'eloquence.' it's on my upper arm. and it's pretty big. i wish i could show it off to y'all.
eating: veggie chips
just: biked from school
need: a shower
embarassing thing i said in japanese class: i...
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i got a new tattoo over the weekend! it's a blue heart with a fountain pen through it, some pink flowers and a banner that says 'eloquence.' it's on my upper arm. and it's pretty big. i wish i could show it off to y'all.
eating: veggie chips
just: biked from school
need: a shower
embarassing thing i said in japanese class: i...
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ells:
Sounds really cool. I would like to see it. I still haven't got mine yet. I need to make more money 
I do not eat cats. lol
I do not eat cats. lol
onetruesephiroth:
only a 135 pages... well, ive been at work on my story two months and have finished a grand total of, lets see... ten pages. you can only work when inspiration strikes.
also, thanks for the critque of my prologue, it helps alot.
also, thanks for the critque of my prologue, it helps alot.
going off to see my friend's band play (the annabel lee murders.) it's going to be their last show. thanks for all the compliments on my poem. you guys...blush.
maybe a longer entry later.
h.s.
maybe a longer entry later.
h.s.
asvetic:
long or small your entries are just the right size, except when they're too hard or too cold, then they aren't and then this bear came in to my bar and he was like did you realize you have this long run-on sentence and I just looked at the bear and was like wow he's right and he can talk. Badabing badaboom
eyeballkid:
Annabel Lee down by the sea? POE RULES! Someday I'll post my poe tattoo. Someday. Hope ya have fun.
i am a follower. SHEEP SHEEP.
here's my damn poem:
The Man, The Woman in the Airport
They whisper the painted brands to each other
the man turns the words into silly phrases
while his wife licks her lips
at the thought of sliding through the sky in that silver ingot.
They rub their hairless knees
as their seats ascend
and the curve of the...
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here's my damn poem:
The Man, The Woman in the Airport
They whisper the painted brands to each other
the man turns the words into silly phrases
while his wife licks her lips
at the thought of sliding through the sky in that silver ingot.
They rub their hairless knees
as their seats ascend
and the curve of the...
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amitabha:
Awwww you're not a sheep, you're a sheep herder
I liked your poem.. so did you write it or did you steal it?
By the way, i guess you didnt listen to much music in the 80's... 867-5309 ring a bell?
I liked your poem.. so did you write it or did you steal it?
By the way, i guess you didnt listen to much music in the 80's... 867-5309 ring a bell?
caz:
im really curious to what link was ment to be attached to the "eat your heart out Legolas" quote on the Childhood crushes board.. please send 
You know what I want? Celeste asked.
What?
Vegetables. I would love some broccoli. I havent had broccoli in forever. Jonah smiled at her and it was a smile without pretension.
I honestly cant remember the last time I had broccoli either. Jonah actually couldnt remember the last time he had eaten a vegetable, but he didnt want to alarm her. The sky cracked. Jonah...
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What?
Vegetables. I would love some broccoli. I havent had broccoli in forever. Jonah smiled at her and it was a smile without pretension.
I honestly cant remember the last time I had broccoli either. Jonah actually couldnt remember the last time he had eaten a vegetable, but he didnt want to alarm her. The sky cracked. Jonah...
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amitabha:
So are you ever gonna upload some new pics of yourself or what? Come on I'm dyin here.... You've got to have some somewhere!
eyeballkid:
I GOT NEW PICS! WHOOO HOOO!
question of the day:
who, besides me, gets attracted to fictional characters, ie: jay gatsby, johnny the homacidal mainiac or vincent valentine? is this just my own personal malady?
scary:
yesterday, while shuffling about the town, i ran into an old friend. this kid just vanished about a year ago and bam, there he was, panhandling in a parking lot. sammy and i brought him...
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who, besides me, gets attracted to fictional characters, ie: jay gatsby, johnny the homacidal mainiac or vincent valentine? is this just my own personal malady?
scary:
yesterday, while shuffling about the town, i ran into an old friend. this kid just vanished about a year ago and bam, there he was, panhandling in a parking lot. sammy and i brought him...
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justsayfaux:
ill have to check out that mitford book. it sounds like something i would be into. plus its an author ive never read before and theres never anything wrong with exploration.
i totally feel you on the crush on fictional characters. i think probably the root of the attraction is that an author will design characters with predominant traits they admire and despise. for instance if an author has a certain fetish or multiple attractions they would possibly write a character encompassing all the traits and exemplify them in a positive way creating the perfect character. ive often found characters in books to be personifications of perfection or derelection. i thik gatsby is a great example.
i totally feel you on the crush on fictional characters. i think probably the root of the attraction is that an author will design characters with predominant traits they admire and despise. for instance if an author has a certain fetish or multiple attractions they would possibly write a character encompassing all the traits and exemplify them in a positive way creating the perfect character. ive often found characters in books to be personifications of perfection or derelection. i thik gatsby is a great example.
amitabha:
Yea you should definitely start riding! I'll be waiting for ya.
Burning Man starts next Monday.. I'll be leaving on saturday.. and it ends the following Monday, something like that.. and yes you most definitely have to have a ticket.. but prices @ the door are the most expensive. They encourage people to buy their tickets early, I got mine for 200... at the door i think they're 300$. =(
Burning Man starts next Monday.. I'll be leaving on saturday.. and it ends the following Monday, something like that.. and yes you most definitely have to have a ticket.. but prices @ the door are the most expensive. They encourage people to buy their tickets early, I got mine for 200... at the door i think they're 300$. =(
i am currently looking for someone to illustrate my novel therefore making it into a comic book. i rode my bike all over town putting fliers with (gasp) my home phone number on them looking for artists. luckily, i am a smartie and i put the marginally masculine name 'jay" on them so that creepy guys won't see that it is a girl's number. it's...
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onetruesephiroth:
im glad you enjoyed the story, i have always liked to think of sepiroth as niether good nor evil, just neutral, a man with a part to play.
and putting deadlines on writing can be a bad thing, i did that to myself and havent even tried to write anything in years, it frustrated me too much. (although part of it was i was never happy with what i wrote).
oh yeah, and i almost forgot, i wanted to ask if i could use/borrow/steal, the term videogameslinging, i love it so much, and would love to use it.
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and putting deadlines on writing can be a bad thing, i did that to myself and havent even tried to write anything in years, it frustrated me too much. (although part of it was i was never happy with what i wrote).
oh yeah, and i almost forgot, i wanted to ask if i could use/borrow/steal, the term videogameslinging, i love it so much, and would love to use it.
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eyeballkid:
AHHHH! I'm your current crush! I'm honored. You're mine too. He he. I've won a few art awards, but I don't think you want me. I'm a wiz at procrastination. Yeah, you gotta chill out, man. If I stress about my writing, I don't write as good.