uh oh. i am in dreamy looking at windchimes mode today.
interesting answers to my last question. here's another: can you love two people at once?
today is the fisrt time i have worn socks since last winter.
there are two blankets on my bed now. it's cold in here, but the heat is not going on until i can't stand it any longer.
i...
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interesting answers to my last question. here's another: can you love two people at once?
today is the fisrt time i have worn socks since last winter.
there are two blankets on my bed now. it's cold in here, but the heat is not going on until i can't stand it any longer.
i...
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F. Scott Fitzgerald
In the photo
F. Scott Fitzgerald reads a book
silently
seventy-nine years ago.
Words have been written
trying to scrape out the insides of his skull
trying to pull a small layer
from that brain made of tightly packed petals.
He turns a page
and grave dust falls into the eye of the lens
obscuring a tiny birthmark
that was once found...
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In the photo
F. Scott Fitzgerald reads a book
silently
seventy-nine years ago.
Words have been written
trying to scrape out the insides of his skull
trying to pull a small layer
from that brain made of tightly packed petals.
He turns a page
and grave dust falls into the eye of the lens
obscuring a tiny birthmark
that was once found...
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leningrad:
You can't have a problem with living. Living is passive. It's not something that we do, it's something that just is. At least, that's what I've come to believe.
Yeah, Mifune is the guy who is chief of the Samurai. I haven't seen Shogun in so very long, I've forrgotten.
I wish I knew more about F. Scott Fitzgerald.
Yeah, Mifune is the guy who is chief of the Samurai. I haven't seen Shogun in so very long, I've forrgotten.
I wish I knew more about F. Scott Fitzgerald.
veganjihad:
...go visit a factory farm...
fall? ok, never mind. it's in the 90s here.
i have one more year of school and then i can transfer out of the pokey little jc i go to.
i am going to be a creative writing major and minor in japanese. i am really happy that i decided this because i don't feel so drifty with school anymore. i think i am going...
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i have one more year of school and then i can transfer out of the pokey little jc i go to.
i am going to be a creative writing major and minor in japanese. i am really happy that i decided this because i don't feel so drifty with school anymore. i think i am going...
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onetruesephiroth:
Creative Writing major and Japanese minor, sounds like fun. No seriously, it does, when I thought I wanted to make Video Games for a living those were two aspects I gave serious thought into studing, but now that I've all but dropped out of my classes...
So just out of curiosity which FFX-2 character reminds you of you, Yuna, Rikku, or Paine?
So just out of curiosity which FFX-2 character reminds you of you, Yuna, Rikku, or Paine?
amitabha:
my tummy hurts from doing situps last night
*cries*
*cries*
in honor of everyone liking the changing seasons as much as i do here's a fall poem, as inspired by asvetic's journal
Time of Day
Two years ago there was no need to write the poem
the sound of the girl moving her feet
like dry leaves across the pavement was enough.
Now the noise aches
and even though it hasnt rained yet, he feels...
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asvetic:
Sorry H.S. and all that visit my journal...I changed my poem, and this one does not reflect the changing season nor was it the inspiration for such a cathartic poem.
Sorry, if that throws anyone off.
Sorry, if that throws anyone off.
evildesade:
What's up, Toots? Don't hide your pretty self from me. Write and say hello!
Love,
-The Marquis
Love,
-The Marquis
i am flattered
my friend patric (those of you who went to the sgsac bbq know him as the attractive, lanky chain-smoker) is going to do some art based on my book!!! he looks like the main character, jonah, anyway.
slowly i am getting back into it after a few week delay. sometimes writing is easy, like sleeping when you're tired and sometimes it feels...
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my friend patric (those of you who went to the sgsac bbq know him as the attractive, lanky chain-smoker) is going to do some art based on my book!!! he looks like the main character, jonah, anyway.
slowly i am getting back into it after a few week delay. sometimes writing is easy, like sleeping when you're tired and sometimes it feels...
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asvetic:
yes, please continue and complete (and ultimately publish) your book. I'd love to be able to *purchase* a copy for my own personal enjoyment!
The Changes: I like that, and I like them
I am also venturing into creativity once again...though I do enjoy my new found love of poetry, I think I need something a bit more physically and well as mentally and spiritually involved. I was able to retrieve a few (large) pieces of glass from work (we're remodeling) and I'm going to attempt to paint them. So, I hope that works well for me. we'll see...as soon as I start!
The Changes: I like that, and I like them
I am also venturing into creativity once again...though I do enjoy my new found love of poetry, I think I need something a bit more physically and well as mentally and spiritually involved. I was able to retrieve a few (large) pieces of glass from work (we're remodeling) and I'm going to attempt to paint them. So, I hope that works well for me. we'll see...as soon as I start!
amitabha:
I'll be in San Franfrantastic tnext weekend from Friday night to Sunday night, and then I'll be back on the 7th-9th of November for the SG Disneyland thing. How for do you live from San Fran?
Where are my pictures already? *taps fingers impatiently on desk*
My favorite season is fall.. because the temperature is still nice outside, and yet you still get to wear a hoodie or something like that and be comfortable. I like th leaves falling and when it starts to get grey outside.
Where are my pictures already? *taps fingers impatiently on desk*
My favorite season is fall.. because the temperature is still nice outside, and yet you still get to wear a hoodie or something like that and be comfortable. I like th leaves falling and when it starts to get grey outside.
i'll update you, ami.
well here;s a poem. i don't know if it's poetry day and frankly, i don't care.
The Unbearable Loneliness of Anarchy
There are things inside of him
that would make him walk to Omaha
to find a friend.
He is brilliant and bitter
and ready to love,
knocking around in towns
where the roads reach away from him
like parabolas
and...
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well here;s a poem. i don't know if it's poetry day and frankly, i don't care.
The Unbearable Loneliness of Anarchy
There are things inside of him
that would make him walk to Omaha
to find a friend.
He is brilliant and bitter
and ready to love,
knocking around in towns
where the roads reach away from him
like parabolas
and...
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tjaden:
novel?
tjaden:
how long has this been around?
went to the sgsac bbq last night with selected members of my posse. i got to hang out with the lucious midori and the lucious dave h. it was a whole ton of fun and someone even took a pic of dancingyosarian's wang!
my alarm clock ran out of batteries and i ended up sleeping through my classes. but i went to bed at 2,...
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asreal1:
i'd be a male version of cayce p from gibson's 'pattern recognition'. she's too cool.
i'm not sure if people take the site too seriously or not. on one hand, i want to tell people to get a goddamn life because it's only the internet... but i also think that the connections people make on sg and the internet in general can be very real, so i can understand hurt feelings and anger. i think if you see something you don't like either in real life or on the internet, it's very easy to either walk away from it or blow it completely out of porportion and cause a scene. if someone really thinks it is worth causing a scene... well, i probably won't pay attention unless i think it was worth a scene too.
i'm not sure if people take the site too seriously or not. on one hand, i want to tell people to get a goddamn life because it's only the internet... but i also think that the connections people make on sg and the internet in general can be very real, so i can understand hurt feelings and anger. i think if you see something you don't like either in real life or on the internet, it's very easy to either walk away from it or blow it completely out of porportion and cause a scene. if someone really thinks it is worth causing a scene... well, i probably won't pay attention unless i think it was worth a scene too.
leningrad:
SG hoodie? You must send me pictures.
so many people answered my first kiss question.
my fisrt kiss was my freshman year of high school. somewhere between 8th grade and high school i changed from geek to umm.....attractive geek? so guys started liking me. i had no descretion and went out with this loser named craig, who was always saying things like "you wanna get my wallet out of my back pocket...
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my fisrt kiss was my freshman year of high school. somewhere between 8th grade and high school i changed from geek to umm.....attractive geek? so guys started liking me. i had no descretion and went out with this loser named craig, who was always saying things like "you wanna get my wallet out of my back pocket...
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greggster:
Thanks for coming to Sac and hanging out...it was great to meet you and since we didn't scare you too bad you and your posse can come back and party again right?
arrington1279:
Used to watch Star Trek as a kid mit das family. If I was a plant, I guess I would be a redwood or some other tree (odd question). I give a shit about politics, yunfortunately,. I don't think I'll ever learn when it comes to that subject.
Good luck with Japanese. Took it for a couple years myselfd, but the kanji gave me way too many headaches.
Good luck with Japanese. Took it for a couple years myselfd, but the kanji gave me way too many headaches.
you know, i really should be in my algebra class right now, but i'm not. i have been up since five and the day is just too enjoyable for math. let's calculate the sprials in leaf structures or something interesting. sheesh.
so i am writing to all of my homeys and trying to figure out a way to get up to portland and seattle and...
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so i am writing to all of my homeys and trying to figure out a way to get up to portland and seattle and...
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veganjihad:
first kisses are the best mountain girl...
synnove:
mmm first kisses 
thanks for all your lovely comments. i blush.
no word from the animal shelter. i have to go videogameslinging for hopefully the last time tomorrow before i get a new job. i have painted today, which is rare and unexpected.
i am making friends with my fellow students in my japanese class. they are all cool nerds. it's funny how the trauma of being a...
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no word from the animal shelter. i have to go videogameslinging for hopefully the last time tomorrow before i get a new job. i have painted today, which is rare and unexpected.
i am making friends with my fellow students in my japanese class. they are all cool nerds. it's funny how the trauma of being a...
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nonchalance:
I'm from the South West of England, bristol to be precise. Nice to know someone is interested...
leningrad:
yeah, apparently my bro is hitting it off with the ladies there, which is just hilarious. I used to use my japanese a lot more, but I just have no reason to now.
yes. all orcs must pay.
yes. all orcs must pay.
i'm writing again. here's a segment:
Quite far above them, a guardian silently died. She (they were made to look female, for reasons so quaint there was no longer a language for them) let her internal circuitry fade in sections inside of her, as they had once glowed to life, one by one. She could feel herself dying; years of nothing but the wind and...
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Quite far above them, a guardian silently died. She (they were made to look female, for reasons so quaint there was no longer a language for them) let her internal circuitry fade in sections inside of her, as they had once glowed to life, one by one. She could feel herself dying; years of nothing but the wind and...
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onetruesephiroth:
oh yeah, and if you want too you can use my bible line any time.
amitabha:
Hrmm.. you know. i'm skinny and vegan. but i dont have tattoos... and im stylish but not japanese..
does that count?
does that count?
ok, lemmie answer yer qwestions:
i like my pants.
i would be the scent of lavender.
i would kill to koji asano.
i have never read nick cave's books, but i think he's probably a vampire.
no favorite color.
my real first name is jenica. (did i mention this before?)
sorry if i didn't field your question. well, i turned in my ap today. i...
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i like my pants.
i would be the scent of lavender.
i would kill to koji asano.
i have never read nick cave's books, but i think he's probably a vampire.
no favorite color.
my real first name is jenica. (did i mention this before?)
sorry if i didn't field your question. well, i turned in my ap today. i...
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amitabha:
I may not be a professional, but i'd be glad to manipulate your flesh. 
solisis:
hey, amitabha told me he would have a HUGE crush on you if you were a MAN. Considering he's gay and all, that should be no surprise.... oh wait, did I say amitabha? I meant me. and I got the story wrong. what I meant to say is that I'm gay and I want to have sex with amitabha. that's it.
But then again, I'm slighty jaded and bitter, but if you think about it how does a person really judge wether or not they're in love, and what that word really mean to them (sorry, I didn't mean to get all depressing)