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wow i haven't been on here since july eeek
i have so much to fill you in on,
-v fest was great, many great memories!
-lostprophets were cool as always
-reading was fucking fantasic, and nin won everyone over...well done trent biggrin
-paramore was cool
-i survived getting a redundancy again and may be up for a new role and more money...yay
-me and stacey are...
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kiiara:
AH hun! *hugs*

no they're all in that gay place called fox and firkin which i used to ADORE ill they ruined it.

I'll be back home next weekend in which you will possibly see me in you lil pub! x
kiiara:
if you've not heard of the fox, tis only as you're crap. xx
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Well it's been over a month but i thought i would update you all on "my life"
Not much has changed since my last post other then i'm off for 3 weeks to listen to some good live music!

This weekend is V Festival,
then Lostprophets at the Astoria,
Then Reading Festival,
Followed by Nine Inch Nails,
next comes my school mates kids Christening,
and...
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Well things have 180'd since my last post,
sorry i haven't been on here much over the past month....well not all tongue
not that anyone on here would have noticed but i have been made perm at work [no more temp-ness for me!]
been out alot and gigging much too and plenty more comming up,
and stacey has been taking up the rest of much time...
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Well i'm in a happy place at last whatever
and i've learnt something....only Sagittarius girls fancy me!
My first [the girl that fucked me up] lou was born on november 30th
the second backstabing, 2 faced lou was born on november 27th
the third really nice but too many problems and could be in the big brother house leah was born on november 29th...
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Ok life's still bending me over,
debt is the new problem this week!
people at work just aren't trying with me, even though there are people there saying i'm doing a great job there are still the few i have to work with that don't wanna give me the time of day.

family are just pissing me off,
given me guilt trips when i haven't...
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FUCK THIS!
i fucking give up,
what fucking chance do i really have with anyone!
every girl i have feelings for or ever like is either with someone all finds someone before i even get a chance to know them!
and my life has become so pathetic, i can't even go to my local shops cos "she" works there [shouldn't have got her that job...
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...just when i thought it couldn't get any worse!
My mum and granparents won't speak to me now,
cos i don't feel sorry for my mum, why the hell should i?
She got dumped, which isn't every nice, and has been moaning about killing herself if we weren't here [that makes us feel great] but then i think, SHE CHEATED ON MY DAD AND KICKED...
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I have no idea whats wrong with me now,
i'm beginning to get depressed too fucking often, and it's not the normal feeling sorry for myself stuff, i really don't wanna be here!

I'm getting to the stage where all i want is to be left alone and live out my life in some shitty flat in a dead end job...and i'm looking forward to...
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megabyte:
awh, that sounds so sad! I can relate to wanting to go back to a time before everything started getting complicated, before people changed you and eroded you into something different than you were before. If it helps, you can pick yourself back up, and things will be okay.
Hope you feel better soon!
kiiara:
*hugs*

dont forget me. if you need a chat/drinking buddie, i'll be there. EVEN if i need to go to the portrait to do it. Everyone has someone like this in their life. but J, you really need to get over this. I'm worrying for you xxx
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well i'm starting to think the people at work don't like me.
Had my first meeting this week and was told that every tuesday and wednesday i had to go somewhere else that they always bitch about to do there work...but i'm still a temp!

I really don't think there gonna hire me...but i can't leave, i need a job frown

Life right now is really...
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miss_kitten:
Hey, don't be sad kiss

Here's a little youtube present

thee_raiden:
you should easy up pon yourself hun, only makes things worse most the time.
x
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...why has everything changed on here,
my comp now takes ages to load the pages frown

thats not good