hallux

i am so sorry

i cannot fathom what this feels like for you. i didn't know sean, but i am overcome with sadness for those who loved him.

i am lost for words....


i wish you peace baby

and i wish peace for sean's friends and family. he is loved and missed

WOOHOOOOO spring break yay........

in all honesty it has been better than i thought. kinda like a long weekend. much accomplished today - took neil to the doctor, did dishes, cooked dinner, made more doctor appointments and scheduled an apt viewing for this week. be MORE expensive madison, I DARE YA.

found a real cute bar last night right by the capitol. drinks were still...
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i decided i must go to cuba this summer. i have been planning on going every year since the last time i went in 1997 - - but it never happens. i must go before things change too much there. i miss the people, and the beaches, and the music and the partying.........and the home-made cigars and rum.

the place is magical. completely indescribeable in...
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la di da im back.

so we narrowly escape.
the electric is not being shut-off for now.
no more cable though.
not sure what will happen to the computers.
good thing the backyard hasn't been mowed.
tall grass hides cars from being repossessed.
mom is ok.
glad she didn't have to spend all night in the er.
hate seeing everyone scared.
still need a car.
drove neil's into four road...
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i just had the most amazing head.......ever. i feel retarded and have an insatiable hunger for potato chips. i think the only redeeming part of my life currently is all the mind-blowing sex.

i can't complain


anyone go through periods when they have insane sex dreams? like that certain time of the month when you have recurring dreams of doing your boyfriend's ex and finding...
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so the cheese job is going well. i think neil is enjoying the tasty treats i bring home. chocolate and cheese!!!! my personal favorites du jour are Arina Goat Gouda and Lindt Semi-sweet dark choclate
go try some if you haven't already, you won't be sorry. if you don't like it you can go to hell.

I'm still getting used to working 50 hour days....
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i started my new job today........in the cheese shop. yay!

im still looking for a bartending job so i can swim around in money like scrooge mcduck, but i dont know if im what they're looking for out here in THA HAAAMPTONS.
bullshit

i was basically told to go fuck myself when i applied at this one club on the beach. but i realize i...
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we're having a babies

i'm actually moving out of brooklyn in less than a month to rape the pastel crew and day-trippers on long island

i will miss brooklyn

but for the first time in 5 years i will actually get to leave the city for the summer. that and a walk-in closet are my life-long fantasies.

i'm gonna be swimming in

*poof*


she's gone