Is it like only me? Am I like truly the only person in the universe who almost never uses her laptop anywhere except my desk which is actually a computer cart in my living rooom/studio.
right now, writing this in my bedroom is something akin to an adventure nightmare. Firstly, i next to never use the keyboard on this thing. I use the nifty wireless jobber I boought to go with the nifty wireless mouse that I bought like two days into using this (if it was indeed that long.) Using it now, I feel impaired, not to mention I strongly suspect I sorely, desparately need glasses, and I so do not want to face the fact; except that there are some pretty cool ones and some fairly cool peope wearin' 'em. Only I swear to gosh I'm probably gonna end up looking like Ray Charles' litlte sister. Worse Stevie Wonders'. But it could be way worse. I could look like Elvis Costello's little sister. That would be just plain unfortunate. So maybe i wiouldn't mind so much after alll looking like I belong to Jamie Foxx.
Nerd girl is cool.You just gotta doi it right.You gotta go squirrel like you mean it. And using this keyboard isn't so bad if I could just get used to it. i want to you see. that Fujitsu 1510 is due to be shipped any minute now and to use a wireless keyboard with it defeats the whole purpose of that mighty morphin' mouse gadget with a hello kitty cuteness factor.
the whole deal with it for me is to draw with it all over the place and to use it as an ultraportable journaling/2d animation tool. It's like an ultimate pencil box with which I can streamcast. check me out. Streamcast as a verb. Me. wow. I have so many plans. I have so many plans that what I need now is a plan of action.What to execute when and how.
I've finally figured out, I'm always going to be up to my ears in homework ,fledgling math major or veterano. It matters not.You want that A you sweat for it. So I just accept this as a way of life. the next step is to integrate the rest of my dealio (id est my life) into my study/work/go to class lifestyle.
Besides this quarter I had the biggest cheat. I got the 5G iPod, right? Then there were all these shows on itunes. 24, Lost, NightStalker, BSG even the Buffster which I never saw on TV and something else called Sleeper Cell. next thing I know i'm spending all my money and lots of hours watching "TV." I' getting a real kick out of this stuff. It like this well produced manga that moves and fits onto my pod. So now,I'm this little media/techno slut who also has a ton of her stuff to do (just like you!) and I haven't even taken my scanner/printer/copier out of the damn box yet. I've had the thing fior months,but lately I've had this mania for doing all my drawing either in this little black sketch book that fits in my pencil case --the non-tech one-- or with my Wacom graphire. All my writing seems to be popping up onto my voice recorder. I'm total freak, swear. And I wish I could say I'm embarrassed about it or something akin to it.But the truth be told I have the distinct impression from my way inisides that I've been aspiring to get here.
I fully suspect I've been dreaming all this and have bit by bit managed it until SHAZAM, I'm fully loaded and operational.it's sort of sneaked up on me and I'm happy about it. I just want to use it all the ways I've dreamed too.Of course I realize there is nothing to it,but to do. Yes.
Part of that is this here what I'm doing right this minute. Losening up enough to hang out in my bedroom with my laptop on my lap and use the keyboard on it do blog my little head off. next thing you know i'll be using Mirage Studio Pro on my 1510 in the car while waiting for a class tio start.
All I mean by this, is, I've been wanting eveything to be so perfect that I've stalled, or stagnated or stumbled or something. (that alliteration just had to end. period.) Doing is more fun than I've given it credit for being.
It's a lot why I adore contemporary literature and novels and manga and comics and movies so much and yes, televsion shows. there's wonderful familiarity and sexy sort of in the know-edness. No one is left out. Everyone is invited. It doesn't matter how prosaic or startlingly innovative the show, idea, format, et al, so long as its well-crafted. Craft is everything. Is is well-done? Does everyone want to see it again? Did you deliver more on time?
did you ever watch a show called Red Shoe Diaries? What used to absolutely send me about it was the way whoever it was would reuse a significant piece in a whole other unrelated episode or fantasy. A truck one couple made love on is the truck used to kidnap the oh so willing leading man two eps later. Or the wig worn by Joan Severance is later sported by I think her name is Audie England who maybe is even wearing the same fetish gear with it!
The appeal of that for me was that it made the show more mine.It was my playbox where stuff I already had of it was used to suit the latest incarnation.
and boy oh boy is more on time important. Part of why SG works so well. You get your fix when you're supposed to which is whenver you come in SG's case--still it's not a concept to be mucked about with. It gives you power of experimentation and adventure. Everyone is up for the boring wandering, explorative bits and the off roading that sometimes flops because we're part of it. We'll takeit and wait for a bit we like more or until we get back to how we like it. No biggie.
But really its like sex for me. If I'm having it, I like it often.Doesn't matter if I come every time or if sometimes it goes badly, or wrong , or super, or superbly. Doesn't matter if we do it dressed up, dressed as someone else, naked in public, all of the above if it can be managed. But if its made a game on my mind/with my heart or held hostage or just too infrequently, I don't want it and am fine without it. better even. Because when it is other than its nature suggests, it lopsides its value and then it isn't what it is at all, is it?
right now, writing this in my bedroom is something akin to an adventure nightmare. Firstly, i next to never use the keyboard on this thing. I use the nifty wireless jobber I boought to go with the nifty wireless mouse that I bought like two days into using this (if it was indeed that long.) Using it now, I feel impaired, not to mention I strongly suspect I sorely, desparately need glasses, and I so do not want to face the fact; except that there are some pretty cool ones and some fairly cool peope wearin' 'em. Only I swear to gosh I'm probably gonna end up looking like Ray Charles' litlte sister. Worse Stevie Wonders'. But it could be way worse. I could look like Elvis Costello's little sister. That would be just plain unfortunate. So maybe i wiouldn't mind so much after alll looking like I belong to Jamie Foxx.
Nerd girl is cool.You just gotta doi it right.You gotta go squirrel like you mean it. And using this keyboard isn't so bad if I could just get used to it. i want to you see. that Fujitsu 1510 is due to be shipped any minute now and to use a wireless keyboard with it defeats the whole purpose of that mighty morphin' mouse gadget with a hello kitty cuteness factor.
the whole deal with it for me is to draw with it all over the place and to use it as an ultraportable journaling/2d animation tool. It's like an ultimate pencil box with which I can streamcast. check me out. Streamcast as a verb. Me. wow. I have so many plans. I have so many plans that what I need now is a plan of action.What to execute when and how.
I've finally figured out, I'm always going to be up to my ears in homework ,fledgling math major or veterano. It matters not.You want that A you sweat for it. So I just accept this as a way of life. the next step is to integrate the rest of my dealio (id est my life) into my study/work/go to class lifestyle.
Besides this quarter I had the biggest cheat. I got the 5G iPod, right? Then there were all these shows on itunes. 24, Lost, NightStalker, BSG even the Buffster which I never saw on TV and something else called Sleeper Cell. next thing I know i'm spending all my money and lots of hours watching "TV." I' getting a real kick out of this stuff. It like this well produced manga that moves and fits onto my pod. So now,I'm this little media/techno slut who also has a ton of her stuff to do (just like you!) and I haven't even taken my scanner/printer/copier out of the damn box yet. I've had the thing fior months,but lately I've had this mania for doing all my drawing either in this little black sketch book that fits in my pencil case --the non-tech one-- or with my Wacom graphire. All my writing seems to be popping up onto my voice recorder. I'm total freak, swear. And I wish I could say I'm embarrassed about it or something akin to it.But the truth be told I have the distinct impression from my way inisides that I've been aspiring to get here.
I fully suspect I've been dreaming all this and have bit by bit managed it until SHAZAM, I'm fully loaded and operational.it's sort of sneaked up on me and I'm happy about it. I just want to use it all the ways I've dreamed too.Of course I realize there is nothing to it,but to do. Yes.
Part of that is this here what I'm doing right this minute. Losening up enough to hang out in my bedroom with my laptop on my lap and use the keyboard on it do blog my little head off. next thing you know i'll be using Mirage Studio Pro on my 1510 in the car while waiting for a class tio start.
All I mean by this, is, I've been wanting eveything to be so perfect that I've stalled, or stagnated or stumbled or something. (that alliteration just had to end. period.) Doing is more fun than I've given it credit for being.
It's a lot why I adore contemporary literature and novels and manga and comics and movies so much and yes, televsion shows. there's wonderful familiarity and sexy sort of in the know-edness. No one is left out. Everyone is invited. It doesn't matter how prosaic or startlingly innovative the show, idea, format, et al, so long as its well-crafted. Craft is everything. Is is well-done? Does everyone want to see it again? Did you deliver more on time?
did you ever watch a show called Red Shoe Diaries? What used to absolutely send me about it was the way whoever it was would reuse a significant piece in a whole other unrelated episode or fantasy. A truck one couple made love on is the truck used to kidnap the oh so willing leading man two eps later. Or the wig worn by Joan Severance is later sported by I think her name is Audie England who maybe is even wearing the same fetish gear with it!
The appeal of that for me was that it made the show more mine.It was my playbox where stuff I already had of it was used to suit the latest incarnation.
and boy oh boy is more on time important. Part of why SG works so well. You get your fix when you're supposed to which is whenver you come in SG's case--still it's not a concept to be mucked about with. It gives you power of experimentation and adventure. Everyone is up for the boring wandering, explorative bits and the off roading that sometimes flops because we're part of it. We'll takeit and wait for a bit we like more or until we get back to how we like it. No biggie.
But really its like sex for me. If I'm having it, I like it often.Doesn't matter if I come every time or if sometimes it goes badly, or wrong , or super, or superbly. Doesn't matter if we do it dressed up, dressed as someone else, naked in public, all of the above if it can be managed. But if its made a game on my mind/with my heart or held hostage or just too infrequently, I don't want it and am fine without it. better even. Because when it is other than its nature suggests, it lopsides its value and then it isn't what it is at all, is it?
opaque:
thanks so much for taking the time to comment on my set.
tish:
You write very exuberantly. Props.