I finally fixed my computer, it has been almost a year and even the apple genius team couldn't figure it out but I finally did. Woooooooooooooooooo!
Been fighting a nasty bout of depression for a week now and it is not getting any better
Well it is official, today is my birthday. I don't feel any old but then again 26 doesn't really seem to mean much. My best friend is getting married on Saturday and I am no closer to that goal. Work sucks and I am no closer to a new job or promotion. And my bills are never ending. But who cares because today is MY mother fucking birthday.
Hopefully I'll have a great day. I don't need any present but bday wishes are always nice and if you really want to make my day sexts are nice but I'd really like to jerk off on cam for some ladies so if you are interested please let me know.
Hopefully I'll have a great day. I don't need any present but bday wishes are always nice and if you really want to make my day sexts are nice but I'd really like to jerk off on cam for some ladies so if you are interested please let me know.
so i feel i owe people an explanation as to whu i have been away so long. i will make a little list to help this out.
*three of my computers died at once
*work has been killing me - i keep getting talked to by my managers for shit i never did, once our convos are done they always so we didnt think it was true but had to check anyway but then i get yelled at 3 days in a row because i took a day off to go to the DRs. The issue was not that i took the day off it was that after i got a smoothie and my boss and district manager saw me....well i am aloud since my appointent was over AND WTF are they doing driving around town during business hours
*my best friends all back stabbed me and screw up two different relationships for me
*i have to see another ear nose throat specialist for my mineirs disease
* i can see really out of my left eye right now due to a mysterious scratch
* my ex came back into my life and somehow we are falling for each other oh yea she is married
* my friends gf dumped him started to like me then lead me on a donkey punched my heart
*another ex fucked me on our old phone and now I OWE like $700
*i havent been able to get my meds for over a month
im sure there is more but thats all i can remember right now
life sucks balls but i refuse to give up, ever
every time something bad happens i try to go do something good to counter it
but it is getting harder and harder to deal with and i am becoming angrier and angrier and i am dangerous if i lose my tempter
*three of my computers died at once
*work has been killing me - i keep getting talked to by my managers for shit i never did, once our convos are done they always so we didnt think it was true but had to check anyway but then i get yelled at 3 days in a row because i took a day off to go to the DRs. The issue was not that i took the day off it was that after i got a smoothie and my boss and district manager saw me....well i am aloud since my appointent was over AND WTF are they doing driving around town during business hours
*my best friends all back stabbed me and screw up two different relationships for me
*i have to see another ear nose throat specialist for my mineirs disease
* i can see really out of my left eye right now due to a mysterious scratch
* my ex came back into my life and somehow we are falling for each other oh yea she is married
* my friends gf dumped him started to like me then lead me on a donkey punched my heart
*another ex fucked me on our old phone and now I OWE like $700
*i havent been able to get my meds for over a month
im sure there is more but thats all i can remember right now
life sucks balls but i refuse to give up, ever
every time something bad happens i try to go do something good to counter it
but it is getting harder and harder to deal with and i am becoming angrier and angrier and i am dangerous if i lose my tempter
wow its been a month since my last post. still no promotion, had my heart stomped on by three girls but finally found one worth my time, of course there are a lot of surrounding issues but thats a long ass story. ill keep you all in formed but im doing ok atm
well tomorrow is my graduation from my manager training class....6 months of "hard" work will finally "payoff"
they still wont promote me because the store im in falls apart when im not there
they still wont promote me because the store im in falls apart when im not there
so excited for my day in NY tomorrow!!!!
no idea what I should do with my friend melanie....any ideas?
no idea what I should do with my friend melanie....any ideas?
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