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woo woo...
look at me with all my comments..biggrin
well ok 6..
but im proud..biggrin
i had an ace friday nite,despite my previous feelings, im really glad i didnt see someone.whatever
And i saw someonelse..biggrin.ooooo and they're coming to see me on wednesday..biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
so thats 1 and 2 that'll be sorted.....biggrin

Man, i havent been happy for ages.Granted i could be a whole lot...
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saidgirl:
lol gotta do what your best at girlie... lol i think on a day to day basis i get told that by someone... a stranger... my mom... my girlfriend..lol its all good in the hood! *passes a pint your way* wink
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fuck....
i feel sick.....
frown
arghhhhh
this isnt fair.
ya know when you plan something so much,your attitude, what your'll wear,what your gna say down to like,the way your gna pronuce your words....?
And then all of a sudden it doesnt matter anymore.
Its not gonna happen.

maaan this is too fucking hard.
ive got like a band of heat running up my spine, from the...
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makishart:
Hey baby.. dont feel sick about your self..
I had got same problems like you at the past..
You must overcome it inside your mind.. You must learn that the hole universe is inside your mind.. so play with your mind..!
ooo aaa
holdendeforge:
Hey hows the list going? Thanks for the add xx
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wellll
i started my final major project today.
5 weeks on whatever the fuck i like.
and full access to studios and materials..biggrin
now thats why i went to college.

Im gna do it on dreams.
Like the psychology behind it.
Knowing a pscholgy graduate who got a first is also a big help..biggrin
It also means that i have to record every dream i...
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avenel:
back ink looks goooodddd!!i'm slightly biased though since i just started my backpiece!
i have to train new staff today!
responsibility!
what you up 2??
xxx
avenel:
I'm so jealous of you getting Holidays!
I just got a new work laptop and it's so buff!!!
I'm preparing stuff to go to mobiles world wide, you'd think it was interesting but u'd be so wrong!
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i dont like being bitter.
and i dont like wanting something i cant have.
but thats me rite now.

i depise the fact that theres shit in my head that i cant seem to deal with,and cant get out of my head no matter what i seem to do.

I dont like pretending im okay.Because its hard, and i dont like being fake.But i cant...
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avenel:
i just read your message. i dont have the internet in my house yet as i'm totally broke!
Feelign a little ropey after last nights cider session at a mates suprise birthday party!
abortion:
Ah Lucid Dreams, i know alot about these even experienced a few myself. My favourite was hovering over a field when i realised i was dreaming i conjured up everything that came to my mind (including Helena Bonham Carter) but it didn't last long because i woke up.

Anyway my address is garyvinall@hotmail.com so add me to messenger and i'll tell you more about my lucid dreams. You can teach me some wank Phsychology if you want haha....
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for fuck sake.
i just wrote a big fat entry and then manage to spack the keyboard and it went to a microsoft web page mad
it was funny and everything.grrrr
well lets put it in points
-satrday nite was ace despite overwhelming odds. biggrin
-theres a club open till 6am next week, which i will be goin to.then coming home for easter and eating fuck loads...
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ck:
lol~

the last one is priceless wink
benji:
hi there, you know you can leave messages in people's journals with out sending them scary emails. wink

where is stroud?

i dont suppose your a fan of the 80s metal band greenjelly are you?