Well, I fear this may be my last blog for a while as I think my account for free will be expiring. I don't have a debit/credit card here and trying to save up fifty bucks or whatever it costs might take a while. As far as the girl goes, I've pretty much killed all thoughts about her. I did actually try to send her a message yesterday with no response..thing is there are so many beautiful women here (inside and out) that it doesn't matter lol it's not something I will allow myself to get depressed about. What I did let myself get depressed about was how not a lot of people call me to go out. Fortunately, I realized that I was being too sensitive about it and overreacting. You know, in the states when such a situation would happen, I would get angry, and not even try to control it or figure out why, I would go and take my anger out on a slot machine. The machines always won, and my anger got worse. Ugh. Good luck everyone in your endeavors this year!!!

Well, I fear this may be my last blog for a while as I think my account for free will be expiring. I don't have a debit/credit card here and trying to save up fifty bucks or whatever it costs might take a while. As far as the girl goes, I've pretty much killed all thoughts about her. I did actually try to send her a message yesterday with no response..thing is there are so many beautiful women here (inside and out) that it doesn't matter lol it's not something I will allow myself to get depressed about. What I did let myself get depressed about was how not a lot of people call me to go out. Fortunately, I realized that I was being too sensitive about it and overreacting. You know, in the states when such a situation would happen, I would get angry, and not even try to control it or figure out why, I would go and take my anger out on a slot machine. The machines always won, and my anger got worse. Ugh. Good luck everyone in your endeavors this year!!!