well, I have for sure had like the worst month or something. but it's ok, or at least I hope it will be, think I"ve had de 'sha' vue.. like 10 times or so this month. and then had a dnream about being kidnaped and watching all my friends and the rest of my famiely die and being shot myself wile getting away. and when I woke up I felt like I really got shot in the shoulder.... de 'sha' vue.....sucks really really bad. last time I had it, I had six dreams about my aunt telling me my mom died in an accedent, but the really fucked up part about most of the de 'sha' vue I have every had... it almost always comes true. and the dreams about my aunt telling me my mom was dead... well that was one of the dreams the decided to come true. well anyway..... not to be depressed. since I think she's in a better place now. and sorry if I misspelled de 'sha' vue...

well, I have for sure had like the worst month or something. but it's ok, or at least I hope it will be, think I"ve had de 'sha' vue.. like 10 times or so this month. and then had a dnream about being kidnaped and watching all my friends and the rest of my famiely die and being shot myself wile getting away. and when I woke up I felt like I really got shot in the shoulder.... de 'sha' vue.....sucks really really bad. last time I had it, I had six dreams about my aunt telling me my mom died in an accedent, but the really fucked up part about most of the de 'sha' vue I have every had... it almost always comes true. and the dreams about my aunt telling me my mom was dead... well that was one of the dreams the decided to come true. well anyway..... not to be depressed. since I think she's in a better place now. and sorry if I misspelled de 'sha' vue...